FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51  
52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   >>   >|  
hat came upon them, till she must have pined and withered in her remorse. But she would never marry him. In that calm, loving heart there was a fund of strength and endurance truly marvelous. In her spirit of self-sacrifice she belonged to the noble army of women of whose ranks the proto-martyr, Mary of Nazareth, was first and chief; who can endure to suffer and to see their beloved suffer: who can thrust, uncomplainingly, the right hand--if need be--into the purifying flame, and so go through life halt or maimed, so that their garments may be always white and stainless. And so looking upon him whom she loved, she gave him up forever; and Hugh's anguish and despair failed to shake her resolution. The Divine Will had forbidden their union; she had promised his father that she would never marry him; she had vowed in last night's bitter conflict never to be the wife of any man. This was what she told him, over and over again, and each time there was a set look about her beautiful mouth that told Hugh that there was no hope for him. He came to believe it at last, and then his heart was very bitter against her. He said to himself, and then aloud--for in his angry passion he did not spare her, and his hard words bruised her gentle soul, most pitilessly--he said that she did not love him, that she never had, that that cold, pure soul of hers was incapable of passion; and he wondered with an intolerable anguish of anger whether she would suffer if he took her at her word and married another; and when he had flung these cruel words at her--for he was half-maddened with misery--he had turned away from her with a groan, and had hidden his head in his hands. His wishes had ceased to influence her; she had given him up; she would never be his wife, and all the sunshine and promise of his youth seemed dimmed. But Margaret would not leave him like this; the next moment she was kneeling beside him on the sand. They say there is always something of the maternal element in the love of a good woman; and there was something of this protecting tenderness in Margaret's heart as she drew Hugh's head to her shoulder. He did not resist her; the first fierceness of his anger had now died out, and only the bitterness of his despair remained. "Hugh, before we part to-night, will you not tell me that you forgive me?" "How am I to tell you that," he answered, in a dull weary voice, "when you are robbing my life of its happiness?" "Oh,
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51  
52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

suffer

 

Margaret

 

bitter

 

anguish

 

despair

 

passion

 

hidden

 

influence

 

ceased

 

wishes


intolerable
 

wondered

 

incapable

 
married
 
maddened
 
misery
 

turned

 
forgive
 

remained

 

bitterness


fierceness

 

robbing

 

happiness

 

answered

 

resist

 

shoulder

 

moment

 

kneeling

 

dimmed

 

sunshine


promise
 
pitilessly
 
protecting
 

tenderness

 

element

 

maternal

 

endure

 

beloved

 
thrust
 
Nazareth

martyr

 

uncomplainingly

 
maimed
 

purifying

 
withered
 

remorse

 
loving
 

strength

 

sacrifice

 
belonged