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ent was a hundred times greater than her sin, she said to herself, and that was all. What a strange stunned quietness was over her; the pain and the fever seemed all burned out. She did not suffer now. If something that felt like an iron claw would leave off gripping her heart, she could almost have felt comfortable. Maurice must die, she knew that, but something else had died before him. She wondered if it were this same heart of hers; and then she noticed her baby's hood was crooked, and stopped at the next lamp-post to put it straight, and felt a vague sort of pity for it, when she saw its face was pinched and blue with cold, and pressed it closer to her, though she rather hoped to find it dead when she reached home. "One less to suffer and to starve," thought Nea. Maurice's wistful eyes greeted her when she opened the door, but she only shook her head and said nothing; what had she to say? She gave her half-frozen infant into a neighbor's care, and then sat down and drew Maurice's face to her bosom, still speechless in that awful apathy. And there she sat hour after hour, till he died peacefully in her arms, and his last words were, "I believe in the forgiveness of sins." * * * * * When she had ceased to wish for them, friends came around her in her trouble, and ministered to her wants. Kind faces followed Maurice to his last resting-place, and saved him from a pauper's grave. The widow and her children were clothed in decent mourning, and placed in comfortable lodgings. Nea never roused from her silent apathy, never looked at them or thanked them. Their kindness had come too late for her, she said to herself, and it was not until long afterward that she knew that she owed all this consideration to the family of their kind old friend Mr. Dobson, secretly aided by the purse of her cousin Beatrice Huntingdon, who dare not come in person to see her. But by and by they spoke very firmly and kindly to her. They pointed to her children--they had placed her boy at an excellent school--and told her that for their sakes she must live and work. If she brooded longer in that sullen despair she would die or go mad; and they brought her baby to her, and watched its feeble arms trying to clasp her neck; saw the widow's passionate tears rain on its innocent face--the tears that saved the poor hot brain--and knew she was saved; and by and by, when they thought she had regained he
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