my offer."
There was a delicacy and kindness in this proposal on the part of Lady
M--which I felt gratefully; but it appeared to me that after all it was
only an excuse to offer me an asylum without any remuneration on my
part, and I stated my feeling on that point.
"Do not think so," replied Lady M--. "I avoided saying so, because I
would not have you styled a music-mistress; but on that one point alone
you will more than earn your salary, as I will prove to you by showing
you the annual payments to professors for lessons; but you will be of
great value to me in other points, I have no doubt. May I, therefore,
consider it as an _affaire arrangee_?" After a little more
conversation, I acquiesced, and having agreed that I would come as soon
as Lady R--went to the continent, or at all events in three weeks, when
Lady M--quitted London, I took my leave, and was conveyed back to Lady
R--, in the carriage which had been sent for me.
On my return, I found Lady R--seated where I had left her.
"Well," said she, "so you have had your audience; and I have no doubt
but that you were most graciously received. Oh! I know the woman; and
I have been reflecting upon it during your absence, and I have
discovered what she wants you for; but this she has not mentioned, not
even hinted at. She knows better; but when once in her house, you will
submit to it, rather than be again in search of a home."
"I really do not know what you mean, Lady R--," said I.
"Has not Lady M--asked you to come as a visitor, without specifying any
particular employment?"
"No, she has not. She has proposed my staying in the house to give
lessons to her daughters in music, and to be their companion; but there
is nothing stated as to a fixed residence with her."
"Well, Valerie, I know that I am odd; but you will soon find out whether
you have gained by the change."
"Lady R--, I really do not consider you should be so sarcastic or unkind
towards me. I do not like to go to France with you for reasons which I
have fully explained, at the expense of disclosing family affairs, which
I had much rather not have mentioned. You leave me by myself, and I
must seek protection somewhere. It is kindly offered by Lady M--, and
in my unfortunate position I have not to choose. Be just and be
generous."
"Well, well, I will," said Lady R--, the tears starting in her eyes;
"but you do not know how much I am annoyed at your leaving me. I had
hoped, w
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