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must cleanse her soul of evil!_ But--had she not cleansed her soul already? Had she not confessed the truth about her longing for a child? And written it down in her diary and prayed God to forgive her? Was not that enough? Why should this pressure to confess more be put upon her? Could it be that frivolous, selfish Roberta Vallis was the unconscious agent of some fateful power urging Penelope Wells to look into her soul again? Suddenly, in a flash of new understanding, Mrs. Wells decided. This was no longer a trifling incident, but a happening of deep spiritual import. She was struggling desperately for health--for happiness. Perhaps this was her way of salvation, if she could only bring herself to say the one thing that--that ought to be said. After all, the opinion of these careless Bohemians mattered little--it was God's opinion that mattered. "Do you mind if I bring Seraphine to the party?" Penelope asked with a far-away look in her eyes. "Of course not--we'll be glad to have her." "All right, Bobby. I will make a confession. There is something I want to confess. I don't know just the details, but--yes I do, too, it's about--" she hesitated, but went on with strengthening resolve, "it's about a trip I made once on a Fall River steamboat." Roberta's eyes danced at this prospect. "Splendid, Pen! We'll have yours last--just before the supper." And so it came about that it was Penelope herself who set into action forces of the mind or the soul, memories and fears that were to change her whole future. We need take no account of the other confessions (except one), tinsel or tawdry fragments from the drift-wood of life, that were offered blithely by three or four members of the gay company. We are concerned with Penelope's confession, and with this only as it leads up to subsequent developments of the evening. There was an ominous significance in the fact that Mrs. Wells made this confession before the man she loved. Why did she do that? Why? Penelope sat beside a Japanese screen of black and gold on which a red-tongued dragon coiled its embroidered length and, by the light of a yellow lantern just above (there was also a tiny blue lantern that flung down a caressing ray upon her smooth dark hair and adorable shoulders) she glanced at some loose leaves taken from an old diary. Then, nerving herself for the effort, she began in a low, appealing tone, but rather unsteadily: "I am going to tell you
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