FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208  
209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   >>   >|  
cord as an officer?" "His record is far above being injured." "Is any officer's? From things I've heard, I'm afraid not! Once I told you that you were one of those men who think too little of themselves and sacrifice themselves for others. I only felt it then. I know it now. I'm so much better acquainted with you, my Soldier! You promised, if you answered my questions, to answer them truly. Would you explain in a court-martial that my father took you off duty, and told you, whatever happened, to look after me?" "I have already explained in a letter to the deputy commanding officer. Probably the colonel has explained, too--more or less, as much as necessary." "I don't believe father would have thought it necessary to say much about me. He's old fashioned in his ideas of women and girls. And, you see, he had no reason to dream that anything could go wrong. He supposed that you would arrive on time. How much did you explain in your letter?" "I said I had been unavoidably delayed in finishing my official errand." "What would you say if you were court-martialled for losing Manoeel and being five days late yourself?" "I don't know. It would depend on the questions." "Would you answer in any way that might do harm to my father, or would you sacrifice yourself again for him and for me?" "It wouldn't be a sacrifice." "Do you think you could save yourself from prison?" "Perhaps not, but I shouldn't care." "_I'd_ care. It would break my happiness. Father couldn't tell you, as I do, to join us, but I know enough about his interest in you to be sure that in his heart he would wish it, rather than come back to Sidi-bel-Abbes and find you in the _Bat d'Aff_. I've heard all about that, you see." Max was silent for a moment, thinking, and Sanda watched his face in the growing light. It was haggard and set for a face so young, but there was still in the eyes, which stared unseeingly across the desert, the warm, generous light that had once convinced her of the man's heroic capacity for self-sacrifice. "He is one who always gives," she thought. And something within her said that Stanton was not of those. He was one born not to give, but to take. Yet how glad every one must be, as she was, to give to him! Max was greatly surprised and deeply touched by Sanda's care for him at such a time. And he was almost bewildered by the strange answer that had come to his self-questioning. He had felt a passionate reluct
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208  
209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

sacrifice

 

officer

 
answer
 

father

 
questions
 

letter

 

explained

 

explain

 

thought

 

silent


moment

 
watched
 

thinking

 

interest

 
couldn
 
shouldn
 
happiness
 

Father

 

greatly

 
Stanton

surprised
 

deeply

 

strange

 

questioning

 
passionate
 
reluct
 

bewildered

 

touched

 

stared

 

unseeingly


haggard
 

desert

 

capacity

 

heroic

 

generous

 

convinced

 

growing

 

arrive

 

martial

 
answered

Soldier

 
promised
 
commanding
 

Probably

 

colonel

 
deputy
 

happened

 
acquainted
 

injured

 
record