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er! to have yesterday again!" He did not ask her what she meant. He did not need to ask. "It can be yesterday for you," he urged. "No. Yesterday I was Sanda DeLisle. To-day I'm Sanda Stanton. Nothing can change that." "If you're unhappy your father can change it. You see, it's only the church that----" "_Only_ the church!" "Forgive me. But the law would say----" "It doesn't matter to me what the law would say. It's the thing what you don't think matters that matters entirely to me. And even if it were so--even if I were--unhappy instead of only homesick, and somehow ill, I wouldn't go back if I could. I've written to my father. And that priest from Touggourt will have told the Amaranthes. Every one knows. It would be a disgrace to----" "No! Not to you." "I think it would. And to Richard. I have taken him by storm and almost forced him to marry me. I would die and be left alone in the desert rather than disgrace him in the world's eyes just when he's starting out on the crowning expedition of his life." "Who put such an idea into your head that you'd taken him by storm, that----" "Never mind. It is in my head, and it's true. I know it. Soldier, I'm glad, oh, _so_ glad, that you're here! Will you help me?" "You know I will," Max said, his heart bursting. If he had needed payment for what he had done, he had it in full measure. She was glad he was with her! "Well, I've told you that I'm ill. It's my head--it aches horribly. I hardly know what I'm doing or saying. I _can't_ be--in that tent to-night!" "You shall have mine," Max assured her quickly. "It's a good little tent, got for the French doctor Stanton was telling us about, who decided at the last minute not to come." "Oh, thank you a thousand times. But you?" "I shall rig up something splendid. They've got more tents than they know what to do with. Several men fell out after Stanton had bought his supplies." "You _are_ good. Could I go to your tent now?" "Of course. I'll take you there, and fetch your luggage myself. But you're sure you won't go back while there's time?" "Sure." "If you're ill you can't ride on with the caravan." "I shall be better to-morrow. God will help me, and you will help me, too. I shall be able to go on for a while. Maybe it need not be for long. People die in the desert. I've always thought it a beautiful death. When you promise to marry a person it's for better or worse. And I've never said
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