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guessed, even though I always told you to call me Rose, or anything you liked, except mother?" She was waiting for him to answer; and he did answer, though it was as if she had thrown him over a precipice, and he were hanging by some branch which would let him crash down in an instant to the bottom of an unknown abyss. "No, I never guessed." Queer how quiet, how utterly expressionless his voice was! He heard it in faraway surprise. "I used to be afraid at first that Jack would guess, you were so unlike either of us, so dark, so--so _Latin_. But he said you were a throw-back to his Celtic ancestors. There were French and Irish ones hundreds of years ago, you know. He never suspected. Everything happened just as I hoped it would--just as I wanted it to. But I didn't realize how I should feel about it if I were going to die. The minute I came to myself after--the accident, it rushed over me. Not the very first thought. That was about myself. I wanted to know if my looks were gone. When they had to say yes, I was glad--thankful--I could die. I'd have poisoned or starved myself rather than live on. But no need of that. I think I could let myself slip away any minute now. I'm just--holding on. For something told me--I have a feeling that Jack himself came, and has been here ever since, knowing all I had done and willing me to tell the truth. I struggled a little against it, for why shouldn't you go on being happy? Nothing was _your_ fault. But it was borne in on me that I must give you the chance to choose for yourself, and--_another_. That's why Jack has come, perhaps. She is his daughter." "There was a girl, our child. But--you can't understand unless I tell you the story. I shall have strength. I feel I shall now--to get through with it. Perhaps Jack will help. He was the one human being I ever loved better than myself. That was real love! What I did was partly for his sake, I'm honestly sure of that. He wouldn't have let me do it. But it made him happy, not knowing---- "You've been told over and over how you were born in France, when Jack and I had the Chateau de la Tour, on the Loire. That was true--the one true thing. But you weren't born in the chateau. It wasn't for nothing that you learned French almost as easily as you breathed--and Latin, too. I suppose things like that are in people's blood. You are French. If I had left you where you were, you would have grown up Maxime Delatour. Delatour was your real
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