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and the neighbours, having their own affairs to attend to, left them alone. Exhausted with the loss of blood, the poor woman slumbered for many hours, during which she never let go the hand of Philip, who watched her breathing in mournful meditation. It was about one o'clock in the morning when the widow awoke. She had in a great degree recovered her voice, and thus she addressed her son:-- "My dear, my impetuous boy, and have I detained you here a prisoner so long?" "My own inclination detained me, mother. I leave you not to others until you are up and well again." "That, Philip, I shall never be. I feel that death claims me; and, O, my son, were it not for you, how should I quit this world rejoicing! I have long been dying, Philip,--and long, long have I prayed for death." "And why so, mother?" replied Philip, bluntly; "I've done my best." "You have, my child, you have: and may God bless you for it. Often have I seen you curb your fiery temper--restrain yourself when justified in wrath--to spare a mother's feelings. 'Tis now some days that even hunger has not persuaded you to disobey your mother. And, Philip, you must have thought me mad or foolish to insist so long, and yet to give no reason. I'll speak--again--directly." The widow turned her head upon the pillow, and remained quiet for some minutes; then, as if revived, she resumed: "I believe I have been mad at times--have I not, Philip? And God knows I have had a secret in my heart enough to drive a wife to frenzy. It has oppressed me day and night, worn my mind, impaired my reason, and now, at last, thank Heaven! it has overcome this mortal frame: the blow is struck, Philip,--I'm sure it is. I wait but to tell you all,--and yet I would not,--'twill turn your brain as it has turned mine, Philip." "Mother," replied Philip, earnestly, "I conjure you, let me hear this killing secret. Be heaven or hell mixed up with it, I fear not. Heaven will not hurt me, and Satan I defy." "I know thy bold, proud spirit, Philip,--thy strength of mind. If anyone could bear the load of such a dreadful tale, thou couldst. My brain, alas! was far too weak for it; and I see it is my duty to tell it to thee." The widow paused as her thoughts reverted to that which she had to confide; for a few minutes the tears rained down her hollow cheeks; she then appeared to have summoned resolution, and to have regained strength. "Philip, it is of your father I would sp
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