FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166  
167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   >>   >|  
amplight, seemed as if made of beautiful ivory. Then, while the smile of perfect confidence came back to her lips, she said simply: "If Monseigneur refuses, it is because he waits to know me." That night Angelique slept but little. The idea that to see her would enable at once Monseigneur to decide in her favor haunted her. There was in it no personal, feminine vanity, but she was under the influence of a deep, intense love, and her true affection for Felicien was so evident, she was sure that when his father realised it he could not be so obstinate as to make them both unhappy. Many times she turned restlessly in her bed as she pictured what would happen. Before her closed eyes Monseigneur constantly passed in his violet-coloured robe. Perhaps it was, indeed, through him, and by him, that the expected miracle was to appear. The warm night was sleeping without, and she eagerly listened for the voices, trying to know what the trees, the Chevrotte, the Cathedral, her chamber itself, peopled with such friendly shadows, advised her to do. But there was only an indistinct humming, and nothing precise came to her. It seemed, however, as if mysterious whispers encouraged her to persevere. At last she grew impatient of these too slow certitudes, and as she fell asleep she surprised herself by saying: "To-morrow I will speak to Monseigneur." When she awoke, her proposed plan seemed not only quite natural but necessary. It was ingenuous and brave; born of a proud and great purity. She knew that at five o'clock on every Saturday afternoon Monseigneur went to kneel in the Chapel Hautecoeur, where he liked to pray alone, giving himself up entirely to the past of his race and to himself, seeking a solitude which was respected by all connected with the Cathedral. As it fortunately happened, this was a Saturday. She quickly came to a decision. At the Bishop's Palace, not only would she be apt to find it difficult to be received, but, on the other hand, there were always so many people about she would be ill at ease; whilst it would be so simple to await him in the chapel, and to introduce herself to Monseigneur as soon as he appeared. That day she embroidered with her usual application and composure. Firm in her wish, sure of doing the right thing, she had no impatient fever of expectation. When it was four o'clock she spoke of going to see the _mere_ Gabet, and went out, dressed as for an ordinary walk, wearing her little gar
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166  
167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Monseigneur

 

Saturday

 

Cathedral

 
impatient
 

seeking

 

giving

 

solitude

 
Hautecoeur
 

Chapel

 

proposed


surprised

 

morrow

 

natural

 

purity

 

ingenuous

 

afternoon

 

difficult

 

composure

 
application
 

introduce


appeared

 
embroidered
 

ordinary

 
dressed
 

wearing

 

expectation

 
chapel
 
Bishop
 

decision

 

Palace


quickly
 
connected
 

fortunately

 

happened

 
asleep
 

whilst

 

simple

 
people
 

received

 

respected


intense

 

affection

 

influence

 
haunted
 

personal

 

feminine

 
vanity
 
Felicien
 
evident
 

unhappy