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le intolerable situation. This hasn't been a home for the last three or four years; it's been nothing but a nursery. And about all I've been is a retriever for a _creche_, a clod-hopper to tiptoe about the sacred circle and see to it there's enough flannel to cover their backs and enough food to put into their stomachs. I'm an accident, of course, an intruder to be faced with fortitude and borne with patience." "This sounds quite disturbing," I interrupted. "It almost leaves me suspicious that you are about to emulate the rabbit and devour your young." Dinky-Dunk fixed me with an accusatory finger. "And the fact that you can get humor out of it shows me just how far it has gone," he cried with a bitterness which quickly enough made me sober again. "And I could stand being deliberately shut out of your life, and shut out of their lives as far as you can manage it, but I can't see that it's doing either them or you any particular good." "But I am responsible for the way in which those children grow up," I said, quite innocent of the _double entendre_ which brought a dark flush to my husband's none too happy face. "And I suppose I'm not to contaminate them?" he demanded. "Haven't you done enough along that line?" I asked. He swung about, at that, with something dangerously like hate on his face. "Whose children are they?" he challenged. "You are their father," I quietly acknowledged. It rather startled me to find Dinky-Dunk regarding himself as a fur coat and my offspring as moth-eggs which I had laid deep in the pelt of his life, where we were slowly but surely eating the glory out of that garment and leaving it as bald as a prairie dog's belly. "Well, you give very little evidence of it!" "You can't expect me to turn a cart-wheel, surely, every time I remember it?" was my none too gracious inquiry. Then I sat down. "But what is it you want me to do?" I asked, as I sat studying his face, and I felt sorriest for him because he felt sorry for himself. "That's exactly the point," he averred. "There doesn't seem anything to do. But this can't go on forever." "No," I acknowledged. "It seems too much like history repeating itself." His head went down, at that, and it was quite a long time before he looked up at me again. "I don't suppose you can see it from my side of the fence?" he asked with a disturbing new note of humility in his voice. "Not when you force me to stay on the fence," I tol
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