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, and told her what the doctor had said, adding,-- "You must find a trustworthy nurse for him--one who will strictly attend to the doctor's orders." The landlady promised she would do so; and the rector left the sick- chamber with a sorrowful look and troubled heart. In ten days' time the patient was well enough to sit up in bed and converse with Mr Oliphant. "My poor friend," said the rector, "I grieve to see you in your present state, especially as I cannot but perceive that you have seen better days, and moved among people of education. However, there is great cause to thank God that he has so far spared your life." A deep flush overspread the sick man's face as he replied,-- "Yes, indeed, I owe you, my dear sir, a debt of gratitude I can never repay. You say the truth--I _have_ seen better days. I was sought after in good society once, little as you might think it." "I can believe it," said the rector, quietly. "But do not distress yourself by referring to the past, if it gives you pain." "As to that," replied the other, "it matters to me little now what I once was; but it may interest you to know, and may serve as a warning. I was a popular preacher once. I was an ordained minister of the Church of England. Crowds flocked to my church. I threw all my energies into my preaching. I was a free man then; at least I believed myself so. While I proclaimed the love of God to sinners, I also preached vehemently against sin. I never felt myself more at home than when I was painting the miserable bondage of those whom Satan held in his chains. I could speak with withering scorn of such as made a profession while they were living in any known wickedness. I was specially severe upon the drunkard's sin. But preaching such as mine, and in a large church, was very exhausting. I found that I wanted support; so I began with an egg beaten up with brandy, and took it just before going into the pulpit. This made me doubly fervent; some of my hearers thought me almost inspired. But the exhaustion was terrible at the end; so I added another glass of egg and spirits after the sermon. Then I found that, somehow or other, I could not preach in the evening after taking much solid food; so I substituted liquids for solids, and lived on Sundays almost entirely on malt liquors and spirits. When these failed to keep me up to the mark, I had to increase the quantity. At last I saw that my churchwarden began to
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