mmaturity and
intensity of her nature found its expression in the very abandonment of
her tears.
Ellesborough, too, had turned pale. He was astounded by what
she said. His thoughts rushed back over the six weeks of their
friendship--recalling his first impressions of something mysterious
and unexplained.
But of late, he had entirely forgotten them. She had talked so frankly
and simply of her father and mother--of her father's missionary work in
Canada, and her early journeys with him; and of her brother in Ontario,
his children and his letters. Once she had handed him a letter from this
brother to read, and he had been struck by the refined and affectionate
tone of it. Here were the same family relations as his own. His heart,
his taste were satisfied. If Rachel Henderson accepted him he would be
bringing his mother a daughter she would find it easy to love.
And all the time--instead of an unmarried girl, with the experiences
of love and marriage before her--she had been already married--and
divorced! Another man had loved and possessed her--and even if she were
innocent--but of course she was innocent!--there must be some ugly story
involved.
He tried to collect his thoughts--but all his consciousness seemed to be
bruised and in pain. He could only put his hand on her hair, and say
incoherent things,--
"Don't cry so, dear--don't cry!"
And even as he spoke he felt with bewilderment how--in a moment--their
respective attitudes had changed. She checked her sobs.
"Sit there!" she said, pointing peremptorily to a seat opposite. Then she
looked round her.
"Where is Janet?"
"She went to the village."
Rachel dried her eyes, and with trembling hands smoothed her hair back
from her face.
"I'll try and tell it shortly. It's a horrible tale."
"Do you feel able to tell it?"
For he was aghast at her pallor--the alteration in her whole aspect.
"I must," she wailed. "Weren't you--weren't you just going to ask me to
marry you?"
Strange question!--strange frowning eyes!
"I was," he said gravely. "Didn't you know I should?"
"No, no, I didn't know!" she said piteously. "I was never _sure_--till
you looked at me then. I wouldn't be sure!"
He said nothing. Speech was ice-bound till he had heard what she had to
say.
"It all began to happen three years ago," she said hurriedly, hiding her
face from him with her hand while she hung over the fire. "I was living
with my brother, who was then near Win
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