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ly the same comment by society at the time on the marriage in question. Society is ever fatalistic in its comments. "But the natural--the inevitable--do we not sometimes, I wonder, perform them as Jules does his accidents?" "Ah, do not talk about that idiot! An idiot born and bred! I won't have him about me! He is a monstrosity! I tell his grandmother that every day when she comes to comb me. What a farce--what a ridiculous farce comfortable existence has become with us! Fresh mushrooms in market, and bring me carrots!" The old gentleman, partly from long knowledge of her habit, or from an equally persistent bend of his own, quietly held on to his idea. "One cannot tell. It seems so at the time. We like to think it so; it makes it easier. And yet, looking back on our future as we once looked forward to it--" "Eh! but who wants to look back on it, my friend? Who in the world wants to look back on it?" One could not doubt madame's energy of opinion on that question to hear her voice. "We have done our future, we have performed it, if you will. Our future! It is like the dinners we have eaten; of course we cannot remember the good without becoming exasperated over the bad: but"--shrugging her shoulders--"since we cannot beat the cooks, we must submit to fate," forcing a queen that she needed at the critical point of her game. "At sixteen and twenty-one it is hard to realize that one is arranging one's life to last until sixty, seventy, forever," correcting himself as he thought of his friend, the dead husband. If madame had ever possessed the art of self-control, it was many a long day since she had exercised it; now she frankly began to show ennui. "When I look back to that time,"--Mr. Horace leaned back in his chair and half closed his eyes, perhaps to avoid the expression of her face,--"I see nothing but lights and flowers, I hear nothing but music and laughter; and all--lights and flowers and music and laughter--seem to meet in this room, where we met so often to arrange our--inevitabilities." The word appeared to attract him. "Josephine,"--with a sudden change of voice and manner,--"Josephine, how beautiful you were!" The old lady nodded her head without looking from her cards. "They used to say," with sad conviction of the truth of his testimony--"the men used to say that your beauty was irresistible. None ever withstood you. None ever could." That, after all, was Mr. Horace's great charm with m
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