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e little room while she remained motionless by the table, she put out her hand to me, and in a low voice, and with still averted eyes said that she was sorry, deeply sorry. Her tone rang so true and loyal that my heart throbbed with quick appreciation of her high nature, and I wrung her outstretched hand. "God bless you, Judith," I cried, fervently. "Bless you for your sweet sympathy. Be sorry for me only as for a man who has passed through the horrors of delirium. But for me as I stand before you now, I ask you not to be sorry. I have come to bring you, if I can, dear Judith, a measure of gladness, perhaps of happiness." She wrenched herself free from me, and a terrified cry of "Marcus!" checked my dithyrambic appeal. She shrank away so that a great corner of the dining-table separated us, and she stared at me as though my words hats been the affrighting utterance of a madman. "Marcus! What do you mean?" she cried, with an unnatural shrillness in her voice. "I mean," said I, "I mean--I mean that 'crushed by three days' pressure, my three days' love lies slain.' Time has withered him at the root. I have buried him deep in unconsecrated ground, like a vampire, with a stake through his heart. And I have come back to you, Judith, humbly to crave your forgiveness and your love--to tell you I have changed, dear--to offer you all I have in the world if you will but take it--to give you my life, my daily, hourly devotion. My God!" I cried, "don't you believe me?" She still stared at me in a frightened way, leaning heavier on the table. Her lips twitched before they could frame the words, "Yes, I believe you. You have never lied to me." "Then in the name of love and heaven," I cried, "why do you look at me like that?" She trembled, evidently suppressing something with intense effort, whether bitter laughter, indignation or a passionate outburst I could not tell. "You ask why?" she said, unsteadily. "Because you seem like the angel of the flaming vengeance." At these astounding words it was my turn to look amazed. "Vengeance?" I echud. "What wrong have you done me or any living creature? Come, my dear," and I moved nearer by seating myself on the corner of the table, close to the type-writer, and leaning towards her, "let us look at this thing soberly. If ever a man had need of woman I have need of you. I can live alone no longer. We must share one home henceforth together. We can snap our fingers at th
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