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ed dwells amongst the stars, why are their faces turned from me? Oh! that man knew a little more or a little less--enough to pierce the mystery of yon star-crowned heavens, or so little as to gaze on them unmoved and unfeeling! What is our little knowledge? A mockery, a dreary, hopeless mockery! I had better have rotted in that miserable monastery, a soulless, lifeless being, than have stepped out to struggle with a world which is only a terrible riddle to me. I cannot reason with it; I cannot laugh or weep with it; I am in it, but not of it! Why was I sent? Oh I why was I sent?" The snapping of a twig caused him to turn suddenly round. Paul de Vaux was advancing through the ruins, with a loose cloak thrown over his evening clothes. Father Adrian turned round to meet him. The two men stood for a moment face to face without speaking. Both recognised that this interview was to be no ordinary one; and in a certain sense, each seemed to be measuring the other's strength. It was Paul who spoke first. "We have met before, Father Adrian." "Yes." "You will scarcely wonder that I am surprised to see you here in England. Have you left the monastery at Cruta?" "I left it a month after you did." "But your vows,--were they not for life?" Paul asked. Father Adrian smiled scornfully. "I was not bound to Cruta," he answered. "There had been complaints, and I was there to investigate them. The monastery was poverty and disease-stricken. It is closed now forever." "Then you are no monk?" Father Adrian shook his head. "I am, and I am not. In my youth I served my novitiate, but I never took the oaths. The cloisters are for holier men than I." "Then who are you?" "I am--Father Adrian, priest of the Roman Catholic Church, I can tell you no more." The moonlight was falling full upon his dark, striking face. Paul, with bent brows, scanned every feature of it intently. Father Adrian bore the scrutiny without flinching and without discomposure. Only once the colour mounted a little into his cheeks as the eyes of the two men met. "What brings you to Vaux Abbey, Father Adrian?" Paul asked at length. "To see your home," was the quiet reply. "What do you want with me? It must be something more than curiosity which has brought you all this way. What is it?" Father Adrian was silent. Yet his silence was not one of confusion. He was looking down through the gaps in the ruined chapel walls at the dark Gothic fro
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