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ent in her cheeks. She looked at him half reproachfully, half indignantly. "Acquaintances! You mean the people who come to see me! I hate them all! Sometimes they amuse me a little, but that is all. They are nothing!" "And you have no women friends?" "None! How should I! But I do not care. I do not like English-women!" "But, Adrea, it is not good for you,--this isolation from your sex." At the sound of her Christian name, coming from his lips so gently, almost affectionately, she looked up quickly. It seemed to him almost as though some softening change had crept over her. Was it the firelight, he wondered, or was it fancy? "Good for me!" she said softly. "Have you just thought of that, Monsieur Paul?" Again he felt that pang of conscience; and yet, was she not a little unjust to him? "You took your life into your own hands," he reminded her. "You chose for yourself." "Yes, yes!" she answered, drawing a little nearer to him, till her head almost rested upon his knees. "I do not blame you." "It would have been so easy before to have found a home for you," he went on, "and now you have made it so difficult." "There is no need," she interrupted proudly; "I could keep myself now. I do not want anything from you, Monsieur Paul,--save one thing!" She raised her face to his, and it seemed to him to be all aglow with a wonderful, new light. There was no mistaking the soft entreaty of those strange, dark eyes so close to his, or the tremor in his tones. And then, before he could answer her, before he could summon up resolution enough to draw away, she had stolen softly into his arms, and, with a little murmur of content, had rested her small, dusky head, with its coronet of dark, braided hair, upon his shoulder, and twined her hands around his neck. "Paul! Monsieur Paul! I am lonely and miserable. Love me just a little, only a little!" she pleaded. It was the supreme moment for both of them. To her, coveting this love with all the passionate force of her fiery oriental nature, time seemed to stand still while she rested passively in his arms, neither altogether accepted nor altogether repulsed. And to him, as he sat there pale and shaken, fighting fiercely against this great temptation which threatened his self-respect, his liberty of body and soul, life seemed to have turned into a grim farce, full of grotesque lights and shadows, mocking and gibing at all which had seemed to him sweet and pure
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