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deceive him?" "He would then cease to oppose the liberation of all the other prisoners." "But what of my fate, senora?" "Leave that in my hands, little one,--I am not powerless. I give thee my word he shall never have thee. At the last moment we shall undeceive him"--and she laughed a low laugh of triumph. I glanced up quickly. "So!" I exclaimed. "This will be your revenge! And you would bribe me, with my dear love's freedom, to act a part in it! To lie for you; to play at love where I feel only loathing; to sully my lips with feigned caresses; and to make a mockery of the holiest thing in life!" "Is your Englishman not worth some sacrifice?" she asked, with lifted brows. What could I say? I left her. I hastened to my little room, shut fast the door, and bolted it on the inner side. Then I knelt at the barred window and looked out at the sunlight and the sea. The blue waves danced happily, and the fresh wind kissed the sparkling ripples till the foam curled over them--as white lids droop coyly over laughing eyes. Two snowy gulls dipped and soared, flashing now against the blue sky--now into the blue sea. I gazed at their white wings--and thought of all the vain prayers I had sent up to Heaven. And then the dark hour of my life closed down on me. I bethought me of my father, that loyal gentleman whose only fault was that he served his Prince too well,--a Prince whose gratitude had never prompted him to inquire concerning that servant's fate, or to offer a word of consolation to the wife who had lost her all. I bethought me of my young mother, of her white, tear-stained face, of the long hours she had spent upon her knees, and how at last she prayed: "Lord! only to know that he is dead!"--yet she died ignorant. Then did the devil come to me and whisper: "Of what use is it to have patience and faith? Does thy God bear thee in mind--or is his memory like that of the Prince thy father served? Dost thou still believe that He doeth all things well, and is there still trust in thy heart? Come, make friends of those who would aid thee--never mind a little lie! Wouldst be happy? Wouldst save thy dear love? Then cease thy vain prayers and take thy fate in thine own hands." I rose up from my knees and looked out again upon the laughing waters,--I would do this evil thing that good might come. I would act a lying part, and soil my soul, so that I and my dear love might win freedom and happiness. But I wou
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