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of his dominion, watching how the warm breezes played with the flower-bells of the trees, all at once returned: with the full vigor of vengeance he came, and in three days destroyed everything, in which man happened to delight. To the last leaf everything was frozen off the trees. On this most inclement of the three wintry May evenings Lorand was standing alone at his window, and gazing abstractedly at the street through the ice-flower pattern of the window-panes. Just such ice-flowers lay frozen before his soul. The lottery of fate has appointed his time: ten years his life would last; then he must die. From seventeen to twenty-seven is just the fairest part of life. Many had made their whole earthly career during that period. And what awaits him? His ardent yearning for freedom, his audacious plans, his misplaced confidence; friends' treason, and the consequent freezing rigor, where were they leading to?... Every leaf had fallen from the trees. Only ten years to live: the decree was unalterable. From the opponent, whom he despised, it is not possible even to accept as a present, that to which chance has once given him the right. And these ten years, with what will they begin? Perhaps with a long imprisonment? The time which is so short--(ten years are light!) will seem so long _there_! (ten years are heavy!) Would it not be better not to wait for the first day? To say: if it is time, take it away: let me not take the days on lease from thee! The hateful, freezing days. Why, when nature dies in this wise, man himself would love to die after her. If only there were not that weeping face at home, that white-haired head, mother and grandmother. In vain Fate is inevitable. The eighth bed was already made;--but _that_ no one must know for ten years. Should someone learn, he might perpetrate the outrage of occupying earlier the eighth niche in the family vault; and then his successor would have nothing left but the church-yard grave. What a thought, a youthful spring with these frozen leaves! He did not think for the next few moments. Is it worth while to try to avoid the fate, which is certain? Let it come. The keystone of the arch had been removed, the downfall of the whole must follow. His room was already in darkness, but he did not light a lamp. The dancing flames of the fire-place gazed out sometimes above the embers, in curiosity, as if they would know whether any living being were there:
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