ation out of my mind.
"Puerilities! all puerilities. A man's life--soul--are worth some
sacrifices. If you loved me--" A quick ingathering of his breath, then a
low moan, then the irrepressible cry she vainly sought to hush, "O
Valerie, you are silent! You do not love me! Two years of suffering! two
years of repression, then this delirium of hope, of possibility, and you
_silent_! I will trouble you no more. Gwendolen alive or Gwendolen dead,
what is it to me! I--"
"Hush! there is no doubt on that topic; the child is _dead_. Let that be
understood between us." This was whispered, and whispered very low, but
the air seemed breathless at that moment and I heard her. "This is my
last word to you. You will have your fortune, whether you have my love
or not. Remember that, and--"
"Auntie, make Dinah move away; I want to see the man you are talking
to."
Gwendolen had spoken.
XXIII
A CORAL BEAD
"What's that?"
It was Mr. Rathbone who first found voice.
"To what a state have I come when in every woman's face, even in hers
who is dearest, I see expressions I no longer understand, and in every
child's voice catch the sound of Gwendolen's?"
"Harry's voice is not like Gwendolen's," came in desperate protest from
the ready widow. A daring assertion for her to make to him who had often
held this child in his arms for hours together. "You are not yourself,
Justin. I am sorry. I--I--" Almost she gave her promise, almost she
risked her future, possibly his, by saying, under the stress of her
fears, what her heart did not prompt her to, when--
A quick move on her part, a low cry on his, and he came rushing up the
steps.
I had advanced at her hesitating words and shown myself.
When Mr. Rathbone was well up the terrace (he hardly honored me with a
look as he went by), I slowly began my descent to where she stood with
her back toward me and her arms thrown round the child she had evidently
called to her in her anxiety to conceal the little beaming face from
this new intruder.
That she had not looked as high as my face I felt assured; that she
would not show me hers unless I forced her to seemed equally certain.
Every step I took downward was consequently of moment to me. I wondered
how I should come out of this; what she would do; what I myself should
say. The bold course commended itself to me. No more circumlocution; no
more doubtful playing of the game with this woman. I would take the bull
by the
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