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ar Lucy, you mustn't show signs of distress so early in the game. What we are discussing, or trying to throw a little light on, is the subject which just now, by all accounts, should interest you more than anything else in the world. Furthermore, I really must insist on consideration for myself and the children." "No amount of talk ever made me do right--or wrong," said Lucy; "I just do right or wrong, and of course _you_ think this is wrong. So what's the use?" "Think it wrong," exclaimed Fulton, "of course I do. Don't _you_?" His voice expressed almost horrified surprise. "Don't _you_ think it wrong to fall out of love with your husband, into love with another man, and to take no more interest in your children than if they were a couple of wooden dolls made in Germany?" "Caring enough makes everything right," she said, still wearily, as if the whole subject bored her. "Caring _enough_!" exclaimed John. "Oh, caring _enough_ makes everything right. But do you care _enough_--either of you? I may change my mind, but just now, as a man fighting for what little happiness there may be left for him in the world, this question of how much you care is the crux of the whole matter. If I thought that you cared _enough_ I'd take my hat off to the exception which proves the rule that all illicit passions are wrong. If I thought that you cared _enough_ I'd think that a great wonder had come to pass in the world, and I'd give you my blessing and tell you to go your ways." Lucy rose and went appealingly to him. "John, dear," she said, "we _do_ care enough." He turned to me quickly. "And you think that?" "I care enough," I said, "so that nothing else matters--not even the hurt to you." "Do you care so much that no argument will change you?" I think Lucy and I must both have smiled at him. "No pressure of opposition?" "Caring is supposed to thrive on opposition, isn't it?" said I. "In short," said John, "if I refuse to be divorced you care enough to run away together into social ostracism?" Lucy smiled at me and I smiled back at her. And at that Fulton's calmness left him for a moment. "My God," he cried, "I am up against it." But almost instantly he had himself once more in hand, and was speaking again in level, almost cheerful tones. "Social ostracism," he said, "would be very horrid if you stopped caring for each other." "Why take it for granted that we'd stop caring?" "I don't.
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