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come to me--and I shall use it. So long as Melrose lives his wife and daughter can get nothing out of him, whether I am there or not. His obstinacy is immovable, as Lady Tatham has found, and when he dies, their interests will be safe with me." Lydia had grown very pale. The man before her seemed to her Faversham, yet not Faversham. Some other personality, compounded of all those ugly, sophistic things that lurk in every human character, seemed to be wrestling with, obscuring the real man. "And the years till this stage comes to an end?" she asked him. "When every day you have to do what you feel to be wrong?--to obey--to be at the beck and call of such a man as Mr. Melrose?--hateful--cruel--tyrannical!--when you must silence all that is generous and noble--" Her voice failed her. Faversham's lips tightened. They remained looking at each other. Then Faversham rose suddenly. He stooped over her. She heard his voice, hoarse and broken in her ears: "Lydia--I love you!--I _love you_--with all my heart!--and all my strength! Don't, for God's sake, let us make believe with each other! And--I believe," he added, after a moment, in a lower tone, "I believe--that you love me!" His attitude, his manner were masterful--violent. She trembled under it. He tried to take her hand. "Speak to me!" he said, peremptorily. "Oh, my darling--speak to me! I only ask you to trust to me--to be guided by me--" She withdrew her hand. He could see her heart fluttering under the soft curves of the breast. "I can't--I can't!" The words were said with anguish. She covered her face with her hands. "Because I won't do what you wish? What is it you wish?" They had come to the deciding moment. She looked up, recovering self-control, her heart rushing to her lips. "Give it up!" she said, stretching out her hands to him, her head thrown back, all her delicate beauty one prayer. "Don't touch this money! It is stained--it is corrupt. You lose your honour in taking it--and honour--is life. What does money matter? The great things that make one happy have nothing to do with money. They can be had for so little! And if one loses them--honour and self-respect--and a clear conscience--how can _money_ make up! If I were to marry you--and we had to live on Mr. Melrose's money--everything in life would be poisoned for me. I should always see the faces--of those dead people--whom I loved. I should hear their voices--accusing. We shoul
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