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bly certain that he was in truth alive to nothing but the white vision under the wall--the delicate three-quarter face, with its pointed chin, and the wisps of gold hair blowing about the temples. And the owner of the face! Was she quite unmoved by a situation which might, Victoria felt, have strained the nerves even of the experienced? A slight incident seemed to show that she was not unmoved. Lydia had shown a keen, girlish pleasure in the prospect of sitting to Delorme, the god, professionally, of her idolatry. Yet the sketch, for that afternoon, came to nothing. For after an hour's sitting Delorme, as usual, became restless and excited, exclaimed at the difficulty of the subject, cursed the light, and finally, in a fit of disgust, wiped out everything he had done. Lydia rose from her seat, looking rather white, and threw a strange, appealing glance--the mother caught it--at her young host. Tatham sprang up, released her instantly and peremptorily, though Delorme implored for another half-hour. Lydia, unheard by the artist, gave soft thanks to her deliverer, and, presently, there they were--she and Harry--strolling up and down the rose-alleys together, as though nothing, absolutely nothing, had happened. And yet Harry had only asked her to marry him the night before, and she had only refused! Impossible to suppose that it was the mere plotting of the finished coquette. This lover required neither teasing nor kindling. However, there it was. This little struggling artist had refused Harry; and she had refused Duddon. For one could not be so absurd as to ignore _that_. Victoria, sitting in the shade beside Lady Barbara, who had gone to sleep, looked dreamily round on the rose-red pile of building, on the great engirdling woods, the hills, the silver reaches of river--interwoven now with the dark tree-masses, now with glades of sunlit pasture. Duddon was one of the great possessions of England. And this slip of a girl, with her home-made blouses, and her joy in making twenty pounds out of her drawings, wherewith to pay the rent, had put it aside, apparently without a moment's hesitation. Magnanimity--or stupidity? The next moment Victoria was despising her own amazement. "One takes one's own lofty feelings for granted--but never other people's! She says she doesn't love him--and that's the reason. And I straightway don't believe her. What snobs we all are! One's astonishment betrays one's standard. Gerald say
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