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you mean? GERALD (bitterly). Do you want me to fall on, your neck, and say take her and be happy? BOB. You never loved her. GERALD. That's a lie, and anyhow we won't discuss it. She's going to marry you, and that's an end of it. BOB (very eagerly). She _is_ going to? GERALD (sharply). Don't you know it? BOB (mumbling). Yes, but she might--Ah, you couldn't charm her away from me this time. GERALD (with an effort). I don't know what you mean by "_this_ time." I think we'd better leave Pamela out of it altogether. She's waiting for you outside. Last time I offered to shake hands with you, you had some fancied grievance against me, and you wouldn't; now if there's any grievance between us, it's on _my_ side. (Holding out his hand) Good-bye, Bob, and--quite honestly--good luck. BOB (ignoring the hand). Magnanimous Gerald! (GERALD looks at him in surprise for a moment. Then he shrugs his shoulders, turns round, and goes back to the mantelpiece, and takes a cigarette from the box there.) GERALD. I'm tired of you, Bob. If you don't want me, I don't want you. (He sits down in a chair and lights his cigarette.) BOB. And now I suppose you're thoroughly pleased with yourself, and quite happy. GERALD (looking at him in absolute wonder). Happy? You fool! (Something in BOB'S face surprises him, and he gets up and says) Why do you suddenly hate me like this? BOB (with a bitter laugh). Suddenly! GERALD (almost frightened). Bob! BOB (letting the jealousy that has been pent up for years come out at last). You're surprised! Surprised! You would be. You've never stopped to think what other people are thinking; you take it for granted that they all love you, and that's all you care about. Do you think I liked playing second fiddle to you all my life? Do you think I've never had any ambitions of my own? I suppose you thought I was quite happy being one of the crowd of admirers round you, all saying, "Oh, look at Gerald, isn't he wonderful?" GERALD (astounded). Bob, I had no idea--I never dreamt-- BOB. They thought something of me when I was young. When I first went to school they thought something of me. I daresay even _you_ thought something of me then; I could come back in the holidays and tell you what school was like, and what a lot they thought of me. They didn't think much of me when _you_ came; you soon put a stop to that. I was just young Farringdon's brother then, and when we came home together
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