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wn clasped, lying on Nan's knee. "Yes," she said, "you better. You come to the Donnyhills'. Yes, you come." Then she considered again, and began one of her slow, difficult meanderings, where the quickness of her heart and brain ran ahead of her tongue's art to interpret them. "Seems if you knew," she said, "'most everything that's gone on." "Yes," said Nan, at a venture, and yet truthfully. "I think I've known." "An' now it's come to an end," said Tira. "Or if it ain't, it's on the way to it. An' seems if you ought to know the whole. You're tough enough to stan' up to 't." "Yes," said Nan simply, "I'm very tough. Nothing's going to hurt me." "I bring," said Tira, still with difficulty, "bad luck. Some folks do. Folks set by me a spell. Then they stop. They think I'm goin' to be suthin' they'd do 'most anything for, an' then they seem to feel as if I wa'n't. An' there's no"--she sought for a word here and came out blunderingly--"no peace nor rest. Nor for me, neither. I ain't had peace nor rest. Except"--here she paused again and ended gravely, and not this time inadequately--"in him." Nan understood. She was grave in her answer. "Mr. Raven," she said. "I know." The color flowed into Tira's face and she looked at Nan, with her jewel-like eyes. "I'm goin' to tell you," she said, "the whole story. He's like--my God. Anything I could do for him--'twould be nothin'. Anything he asked of me----" Here the light faded out from her face and the flesh of it had that curious look of curdling, as if with muscular horror. "But," she said, "here 'tis. S'pose it come on him, that--that"--she threw back her head in despair over her poverty of words--"s'pose it made him like----Oh, I tell you there's suthin' queer about me, there's suthin' wrong. It ain't that I look different from other folks. I ain't ever meant to act different. I swear to my God I've acted like a decent woman--an' a decent girl--an' when I was little I never even had a thought! You tell me. You'd know." Nan felt the hand on hers tighten. She put her other hand over it, and thought. What could she tell her? These matters were too deep in the causes of things for man to have caught a glimpse of them, except now and then darkly through some poet's mind. There was one word that, to a poet's mind only, might have illumined the darkness if only for an instant: beauty, that was the word. Mankind could not look on beauty such as this and not
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