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o its part. Raven pulled forward a chair, and he sank into it. "What do you s'pose," he began--and the voice was so nearly a whimper that Raven was not surprised to see tears on his cheeks--"what do you s'pose I wanted my gun for? To use on you? Or him? No. On me. But I don't know now as I've got the strength to use it. I'm done." This was his remorse for the past as he had made it, and Raven had no triumph in it, only a sickness of distaste for the man's suffering and a frank hatred of having to meet it with him. "You know," said Tenney, looking up at him, sharply now, as if to ascertain how much he knew, "she didn't do it. The baby wa'n't overlaid. God! did anybody believe she could do a thing like that? She slep' like a cat for fear suthin' would happen to him." "What," asked Raven, in horror of what he felt was coming, and yet obliged to hear, "what did happen to him?" Tenney stretched out his hands. He was looking at them, not at Raven. "I can't git it out o' my head," he continued, in a broken whisper, "there's suthin' on 'em. You don't see nothin', do you? They look to me----" There he stopped, and Raven was glad he did not venture the word. What had Raven to say to him? There seemed not to be anything in the language of man, to say. But Tenney came alive. He was shaking with a great eagerness. "I tell you," he said, "a man don't know what to do. There was that--that--what I done it to--he wa'n't mine." He looked at Raven in a hunger of supplication. He was almost dying to be denied. "Yes," said Raven steadily. "He was yours." "How do you know?" shrieked Tenney, as if he had caught him. "She talk things over?" Raven considered. What could he say to him? "Tenney," he said at last, "you haven't understood. You haven't seen her as she was, the best woman, the most beautiful----" Here he stopped, and Tenney threw in angrily, as if it were a part of his quarrel with her: "She was likely enough. But what made her," he continued violently, "what made her let a man feel as if her mind was somewheres else? Where was her mind?" That was it, Raven told himself. Beauty! it promised ineffable things, even to these eyes of jealous greed, and it could not fulfil the promise because everything it whispered of lay in the upper heavens, not on earth. But Tenney would not have heard the answer even if Raven could have made it. He was broken. He bent his head into his hands and sobbed aloud.
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