olitic?
"You mustn't say these things," pleaded Frederick Augustus.
I pretended to melt. "May I not quote your father's own words?"
"What my father says is always correct," replied the dutiful son.
"Well, then, this is what he told House Minister von Seydowitz a couple
of weeks ago: 'When I see one of these intending destroyers of the state
and social order staring at me, hat on head and cigar in face, I doubly
regret the good old times when kings and princes were at liberty to yank
a scoundrel of that ilk to jail and immure him for life, giving him
twenty-five stripes daily to teach him the desirableness of rendering
unto Caesar that which is Caesar's.'"
Frederick Augustus was holding his hands to his ears when I finished. He
ran out and slammed the door behind him.
CHAPTER XIII
UNSPEAKABLE LITTLENESSES OF PETTY COURTS
Another quarrel with my husband--Personal attendant to a
corpse--Killing by pin pricks--The mythical three "_How art
thou's?_"--Unwanted sympathy from my inferiors--Pride of the
decapitated Queen of France is in me--Lovers not impossible--Court
to blame for them--My husband acts cowardly--Brutalizes my
household--I lock myself in.
DRESDEN, _December 1, 1893_.
I saved myself the trouble to record events for two or three months. I
expect my child by the end of the year and, believing in prenatal
influence, it would be a shame, I think, to poison the unborn baby's
mind by dwelling on the unspeakable littlenesses that make up and burden
life at this petty court.
But I may die in the attempt of presenting Saxony with another candidate
for appanages and honors, and this threat, hanging over every expectant
mother, makes me take up my pen again. If I perish, let there be a
record of my sufferings and also of my defiance.
It turned out that the Queen's and George's apparent acquiescence to my
sinful popularity marked the deceitful calm before the storm. Frederick
Augustus has not succeeded in gaining the King's and his father's
forgiveness even now. As a military officer he is shunted from pillar to
post, and the generals and high officials of the court treat him like a
recruit in disgrace. Of course he blames me, shouting that I wrecked his
career.
As if a future king need care a rap whether, as prince, he got a
regiment a few months earlier or later.
"When you are King," I sometimes say to him, "you may nominate yourself
Field-Marshal-General
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