I stayed, for I thought I had better hold my tongue.
"But--I have no mind to it," saith Jack. "That might have come first,
Sissot. It shows, when it doth, that thou hast come to an end of thine
excuses. Nay, sweet heart, do but begin, and the mind will have after."
"Lack-a-daisy!" said I, trying to laugh, though I felt somewhat irked
[worried, irritated]: "I reckon, then, I had best do mine husband's
bidding without more ado."
"There spake my Sissot," saith he. "Good dame!"
So here am I, sat at this desk, with a roll of parchment that Jack hath
cut in even leches [strips] for to make a book, and an inkhorn of fresh
ink, and divers quills--O me! must all this be writ up?
Well, have forth! I shall so content Jack, and if I content not myself,
that shall pay me.
It was through being one of Queen Isabel's gentlewomen that I came to
know these things, and, as Jack saith, to live through my story. And I
might go a step further back, for I came to that dignity by reason of
being daughter unto Dame Alice de Lethegreve, that was of old time nurse
to King Edward. So long as I was a young maid, I was one of the Queen's
sub-damsels; but when I wedded my Jack (and a better Jack never did
maiden wed) I was preferred to be damsel of the chamber: and in such
fashion journeyed I with the Queen to France, and tarried with her all
the time she dwelt beyond seas, and came home with her again, and was
with her the four years following, until all brake up, and she was
appointed to keep house at Rising Castle. So the whole play was played
before mine own eyes.
I spake only sooth-fastness when I told Jack I could never love her.
How can man love whom he cannot trust? It would have been as easy to
put faith in a snake because it had lovesome marks and colouring, as in
that fair, fair face--ay, I will not deny that it was marvellous fair--
with the gleaming eyes, which now seemed to flash with golden light, and
now to look like the dark depths of a stagnant pool. Wonderful eyes
they were! I am glad I never trusted them.
Nor did I never trust her voice. It was as marvellous as the eyes. It
could be sweet as honey and sharp as a two-edged sword; soft as dove's
down, and hard as an agate stone. Too soft and sweet to be sooth-fast!
She meant her words only when they were sword and agate.
And the King--what shall I say of him? In good sooth, I will say
nothing, but leave him to unfold himself in the story. I was not
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