King's image, for the crown of everlasting life, for the bliss
which shall endure unto all ages. We cry soothly for these things; but
it is aswhasay, Give me happiness, but let it end early; give me seeming
gold, but let it be only tinsel; give me a crown, but be it one that
will fade away. Like a babe that will grip at a piece of tin whereon
the sun shineth, and take no note of a golden ingot that lieth by in
shadow."
"But who doth such things, Jack?"
"Thou and I, Sissot, unless Christ anoint our eyes that we see in
sooth."
"Jack!" cried I, all suddenly, "as I have full many times told thee,
thou art better man than many a monk."
"Now scornest thou at me," saith he. "How can I be perfect, that am
wedded man? [Note 2.] Thou wist well enough that perfect men be only
found among the contemplative, not among them that dwell in the world.
Yet soothly, I reckon man may dwell in the world and love Christ, or he
may dwell in cloister and be none of His."
Well, I know not how that may be; but this do I know, that never was
there any Jack even to my Jack; and I am sore afraid that if I ever win
into Heaven, I shall never be able to see Jack, for he shall be ten
thousand mile nearer the Throne than I Cicely am ever like to be.
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Note 1. At this time it was high treason for any subject to march with
banners displayed, unless he acted as the King's representative by his
distinct commission.
Note 2. The best men then living looked on the life of idle
contemplation as the highest type of Christian life, to which no married
man could attain.
PART ONE, CHAPTER 4.
THE GLAMOUR OF THE QUEEN.
"Hast thou beheld thyself, and couldst thou stain
So rare perfection? Even for love of thee
I do profoundly hate thee."
Lady Elizabeth Carew.
So I was got into the Annals of Cicely, was I? Well then, have back.
Dear heart! but what a way have I to go back ere I can find where I was
in my story!
Well the King left the Tower for Wallingford, and with him Sir Hugh Le
Despenser, and Hugh his young son, Archdeacon Baldok, Edward de Bohun
the King's nephew, and divers of his following. I know not whether he
had with him also his daughters, the young Ladies Alianora and Joan, or
if they were brought to him later. By Saint Denis' Eve [October 7th] he
had reached Wallingford.
The Queen was in march to London: but hearing that the Ki
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