FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91  
92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   >>   >|  
to ask," said Madeleine, speaking slowly, but firmly. "Maurice, my cousin, I shall never be able to tell you,--you can never know,--what emotions of thankfulness you have awakened in my soul, nor how unutterably precious your words are to me. Thus much I may say; for the rest, _I can never become your wife!_" "You refuse me because my father and my grandmother have _compelled_ you to do so by their reproaches,--their _menaces_, I might say!" cried Maurice, wholly forgetting his wonted respect in the rush of tumultuous feelings. "This and this only is your reason for consigning me to misery." The fear that she had awakened unfilial emotions in the bosom of Maurice infused fresh fortitude into Madeleine's spirit. "No, Maurice, you are wrong. If my aunt and Count Tristan had not uttered one word on the subject, my answer to you would have been the same." "How can that be possible? How can I have been so deceived? There is only _one_ obstacle which _can_ discourage me, only one which can force me to yield you up, and that is an admission, from your own lips, that your affections are already bestowed,--that your heart is no longer free." Madeleine, without hesitation, replied in a clear, steady, deliberate tone, looking her cousin full in the face, and not by the faintest sign betraying the poniard which she heroically plunged into her own devoted breast,-- "My affections are bestowed; my heart is _no longer free!_" "Madeleine, Madeleine! you do not love Maurice,--you love some one else?" questioned Bertha, in sorrowful astonishment. Maurice spoke no word. He stood one moment looking at Madeleine as a drowning man might have looked at the ship that could have saved him disappearing in the distance. Then he murmured, hardly conscious of his own words,-- "And I felt sure her heart was mine! O Madeleine! may you never know what you have done!" "Forgive me if you can, Maurice. Be generous enough to pardon one who has made you suffer. A bright future is before you. The darkness of this hour will gradually fade out of your memory." "Say, rather, that you have taken from me my future,--withdrawn its guiding star, and left me a rayless and eternal night. But why should I reproach you? What right had I to deem myself worthy of you? You love _another_. All is spoken in those words: there is nothing more for me to say, except to thank you for not discarding me without making a confession which annihilates all
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91  
92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Maurice

 
Madeleine
 

future

 

affections

 

longer

 

bestowed

 
awakened
 
emotions
 

cousin

 
Bertha

astonishment

 

sorrowful

 

Forgive

 

questioned

 

pardon

 

generous

 

conscious

 

looked

 
drowning
 

murmured


disappearing

 

distance

 

moment

 

worthy

 
reproach
 

spoken

 
making
 

confession

 

annihilates

 
discarding

gradually

 

darkness

 

bright

 

memory

 

rayless

 

eternal

 
guiding
 

withdrawn

 

suffer

 

devoted


fortitude

 

precious

 

infused

 

unfilial

 
spirit
 
unutterably
 

uttered

 

Tristan

 
wholly
 

forgetting