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he speaker was white as a sheet, and his hollow voice came in hoarse, inarticulate whispers as he looked almost fiercely into that dear face to read his doom. Too well he knew the set, fixed expression of her delicate profile. She did not dare turn towards him; she could not have looked him in the face and persevered; but she kept her eyes fastened on the horizon, as though she saw her future in the fading sunset; and whilst her heart seemed turning to very stone she kept her lips firmly closed; she repressed the tears that would have choked her, and so for _that_ time she conquered. Lucy had a great idea of duty; hers was no high-principled love of duty from the noblest motives, but a morbid dread of self-reproach. She had not _character_ enough to do anything out of her own notions of the beaten track. She had promised her father she would marry Sir Hugh Horsingham--not that he had the slightest right to exact such a promise--and she felt bound to fulfil it. She never remembered the injury she was doing "Cousin Edward," the _right_ which such devotion as _his_ ought to have given him. She _knew_ she loved him better than any one in the world; she knew she was about to commit an act of the greatest injustice towards Sir Hugh; but she had "promised papa," and though she would have given worlds to avoid fulfilling her compact, she had not strength of mind to break the chain and be free. Cousin Edward! Cousin Edward! you should have carried her off then and there; she would have been truly grateful for the rest of her life, but she would have died sooner than open her lips. He was hurt--reckless--almost savage. He thought her sullen. "Once more, Lucy," he said, and his eye glared fiercely in the waning light--"once more, _will_ you give me one word, or _never_ set eyes on me again?" Her lip never moved. "I give you till we pass that tree"--he looked dangerous now--"and then"--he swore a great oath--"I leave you for ever!" Lucy thought the tree looked strange and ghastly in the rising moon, she even remarked a knot upon its smooth white stem; but she held out whilst one might have counted ten; and when she turned round, poor girl, Cousin Edward was gone! CHAPTER IX. So the bells rung merrily at Dangerfield, and the rustics huzzaed for their landlord and the comely village maidens envied the bride; and Lucy was Lady Horsingham now, with new duties and a high position, and a large, fine, gloomy house, and je
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