h all his campaigns in the knowledge that his Anne
was watching and praying for him, and how his long illness had
brought before him deeper thoughts than he had ever had before, and
made him especially dwell on the wrong done to his parents by his
long absence, and the lightness with which he had treated home
duties and responsibilities, till he had resolved that if his life
were then spared, he would neglect them no longer.
"And now," he said, and paused, "all I shall have done is to break
their hearts. What is that saying, 'Be sure your sin will find you
out.'"
"Oh, sir! they are sure not to deal hardly with you."
"Perhaps the Emperor's Ambassador may claim me. If so, would you go
into banishment with the felon, Anne, love? It would not be quite
so mad as when I asked you before."
"I would go to the ends of the world with you; and we would take
little Phil. Do you know, he is growing a salad, and learning
Latin, all for papa?"
And so she told him of little Phil till his father was seen looking
wistfully at him.
With Sir Philip, Charles was all cheerfulness and hope, taking such
interest in all there was to hear about the family, estate, and
neighbourhood that the old gentleman was beguiled into feeling as if
there were only a short ceremony to be gone through before he had
his son at home, saving him ease and trouble.
But after Sir Philip had been persuaded to retire, worn out with the
day's agitations, and Anne likewise had gone to her chamber to weep
and pray, Charles made his arrangements with Mr. Lee for the future
for all connected with him in case of the worst; and after the
lawyer's departure poured out his heart to Dr. Woodford in deep
contrition, as he said he had longed to do when lying in expectation
of death at the Iron Gates. "However it may end," he said, "and I
expect, as I deserve, the utmost, I am thankful for this
opportunity, though unhappily it gives more pain to those about me
than if I had died out there. Tell them, when they need comfort,
how much better it is for me."
"My dear boy, I cannot believe you will have to suffer."
"There is much against me, sir. My foolish flight, the state of
parties, and the recent conspiracy, which has made loyal families
suspected and odious. I saw something of that as I came down. The
crowd fancied my uniform French, and hooted and hissed me.
Unluckily I have no other clothes to wear. Nor can I from my heart
utterly disclaim all ma
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