and apparently he was in some degree in the hands of his associates.
Even if the clergyman came, there was little hope in an appeal to
him. Naval chaplains bore no good reputation, and Portsmouth and
Cowes were haunted by the scum of the profession. All that seemed
possible was to commit herself and Charles to Divine protection, and
in that strength to resist to the uttermost. The tempest had
returned again, and seemed to be raging as much as ever, and the
delay was in her favour, for in such weather there could be no
putting to sea.
She was unwilling to leave the stronghold of her chamber, but Hans
came to announce breakfast to her, telling her that the Mynheeren
were gone, all but Massa Perry; and that gentleman came forward to
meet her just as before, hoping 'those fellows had not disturbed her
last night.'
"I could not help hearing much," she said gravely.
"Brutes!" he said. "I am sick of them, and of this life. Save for
the King's sake, I would never have meddled with it."
The roar of winds and waves and the beat of spray was still to be
heard, and in the manifest impossibility of quitting the place and
the desire of softening him, Anne listened while he talked in a
different mood from the previous day. The cynical tone was gone, as
he spoke of those better influences. He talked of Mrs. Woodford and
his deep affection for her, of the kindness of the good priests at
Havre and Douai, and especially of one Father Seyton, who had tried
to reason with him in his bitter disappointment, and savage
penitence on finding that 'behind the Cross lurks the Devil,' as
much at Douai as at Havant. He told how a sermon of the Abbe
Fenelon's had moved him, and how he had spent half a Lent in the
severest penance, but only to have all swept away again in the wild
and wicked revelry with which Easter came in. Again he described
how his heart was ready to burst as he stood by Mrs. Woodford's
grave at night and vowed to disentangle himself and lead a new life.
"And with you I shall," he said.
"No," she answered; "what you win by a crime will never do you
good."
"A crime! 'Tis no crime. You _know_ I mean honourable marriage.
You owe no duty to any one."
"It is a crime to leave the innocent to undeserved death," she said.
"Do you love the fellow?" he cried, with a voice rising to a shout
of rage.
"Yes," she said firmly.
"Why did not you say so before?"
"Because I hoped to see you act for right and j
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