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orgotten Ewing, and studied the red light that fell across the table through a shade of silk. "What fools we are to think of painting shadows! If heaven's the place it's said to be they'll have real shadows put in up tubes, and then--well, _think_ of it!" She laughed at him, her brief laugh, with a sigh to follow. "We must go to the others. But, Herbert, you'll watch him as well as you can, won't you? I feel responsible for him in a way." He hesitated, but the light came. "Oh, you mean Ewing? Of course I'll watch him. I dare say he'll paint some day, after a fashion." He fumbled for the knob and awkwardly opened the door for her. When the men went Mrs. Laithe asked if she might not linger a moment. "Dear Aunt Kitty!" she said, going to the other's chair. "_Old_ Kitty!" she repeated meaningly. The elder woman glanced quickly at her in faint alarm, half questioning, half defiant. "Oh, Aunt Kitty! I know--I _know_! and I must talk of him. I suspected something almost from the first, and then I made sure. But I thought that perhaps no one else would find it out. And he was worth it--he is worth it. I couldn't have left him there, even if I'd been sure that everyone would know. He was a man--he had the right to live." "My child, my child! Oh, you didn't know what you were doing! It was a monstrous thing, an impossible thing!" "He's Kitty's son. You must feel for him." "Feel? What haven't I felt since that day he came here?" There had been a break in her voice, but she went quietly on. "I can't make you know, dear. You've torn me--it will hurt to the end. Can you understand that in a terrible, an unspeakable way, my Kitty is still alive, is near me, and yet is not to be known? But you can't understand it. You've never had a child." "Ah! but I've been one. I know what he would feel." "Please, dear!" She put up a hand in protest. "As if I don't feel his hurt and Kitty's as well as mine. I shall be ground between the two every day of my life. Do you think my old arms didn't cry out to be around the mother in him? But think if I had yielded! Picture his own suffering--his own shame. Can you see us meeting, our eyes falling? Even for his own sake, he must never know." "Isn't there a way, Aunt Kitty? Some way? He's worth finding a way for." She leaned over to stroke the other's hand. "No way, my girl. Be the world a moment, be cool. He's a nameless thing. You might know him, but nothing more. Could he
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