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Sometimes Ewing had his arm over his face, and she felt that he would never take it away--move on thus forever, like a figure in an anguished dream. Constantly beside her thoughts, like a little refrain, went the remembrance that she had brought him there, torn him from his youth and splendid dreams to give him to this--she the betrayer! The fever waxed, the tortured blood trampled in her head like hurrying hoofs. But she could not strike Teevan, extinguish him with blows, and she set herself again to play the beggar. And she could not beg across the room. Bit by bit she crept to the entreated one, her great eyes full of flame and fear, and laid pitiful hands on his shoulder. Still the shaken head met her, the icy smile, the dulled eyes. "No good talking, Nell! No good! You mortify me, my word you do. Demand something great, something to task a man; ask me----" Again he picked up the dagger with a return to that extravagant air of the sighing gallant. "--here, I point it to my heart, see! A mere thrust--your beautiful hand is still equal to it. I'd be proud of the blow. I'd give you my life gladly--but not my self-respect. You're too stunning a woman, Nell, to waste yourself on that cub--a woman to die for indeed. You were never finer than at this moment." In the excess of his emotion he threw an arm about her waist. She started back but he held her. "Never finer, Nell, on my soul--too fine for that damned----" She put out her hands in an instinctive, shuddering movement of repulsion. Still he clung to her, muttering his insupportable phrases. He clung and she could not release herself without doing what she had thought was impossible--exert her unused hands in striking, thrusting, beating off. She hesitated: she did not like to touch him. He looked very small and low in his chair. How low he seemed from her dizzy height! And yet he held so well. His voice came faintly, too, as if from afar, floating up faint and hateful. So he would hold Ewing and slay him with his voice. He was playing with the dagger again and proffering his heart with maudlin eyes. Prisoning her still with his right arm, he took her hand in his left and clumsily set it on the dagger's hilt. "It would be a sweet death, Nell. Press home!" He drew her closer, so that she staggered on his shoulder. "Gad! your eyes are fine. What a woman you are! Too great, Nell, for that beaten whelp, even before he took to your sister----" She gave
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