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a new decision. He had accustomed himself to be indifferent to that in most people. It was a perfectly simple and direct desire to join her. And because at heart he was a perfectly simple and direct man, he suddenly left off cogitating and started down the hill. Perhaps until that moment he had not truly known which way his desire lay. Perhaps in the first discovery he had purposely not chosen to give himself time to weigh and probe. Anyhow, he hesitated no more, until he stood at her side and looked into her eyes with that direct gaze that Meryl so unexpectedly found disconcerting. But the sensation passed rapidly, and in its place came a quiet content. Whether he had avoided her all day or not, at least he came now entirely of his own initiative, and for the time it was enough. She was too honest to pretend anything herself, and possessed too fine a nature to cover what might have held embarrassment by a coquettish taunt or feigned pique. "I had given you up," she said; "it seemed probable that you had spoken unthinkingly when you said you would come." "I have been working all day at my report," he replied simply. He seemed a little different somehow, and besides, he had come entirely of his own free will. She remembered it, and put away all sense of restraint, fought down and conquered the self-consciousness that sometimes seemed to grip her when he was taciturn and aloof. He had placed one foot on a low wall, and leaned back against a tree in a natural, unrestrained attitude, and quite naturally she seated herself on the wall before him. "You found it very engrossing?" "It is interesting work." "Has it any special object, or just a general one?" "A little of both. We want to benefit the natives as a whole and improve their conditions; and we want also to make some changes in the native administration of the country." "And you are fond of the natives? For you at least they are worth while?" "Emphatically so." "To any particular end?" His face grew grave and thoughtful, but the hardening stayed away still--the hardening that so often came when either she or Diana, sought to draw him. Only apparently to men would he speak of his work and his beliefs. "It is difficult to say. Probably nothing but time will show us the true solution of the problem of the black and the white race living together in one country. But meanwhile the black man is eminently worth while. With firm and just treatme
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