Suddenly,
unexpectedly the blood flared in her face as memory took her back to the
hour when she stood at the door of the flat and watched Stephen's abrupt
descent down the flagged stairway. "Oh, Bridgie, are ye sure? Are ye
_sure_? How are ye sure? It's so easy to be deceived! Bridgie, you've
no _right_ to say it if you are not sure. I don't believe you! Nothing
could make me believe unless he said--"
"Pixie, he has said!" The words fell from Bridgie's lips as though in
opposition to her judgment she were compelled to speak them. "Pat was
hurt that he was going; he reproached him to-night after we left; they
had a discussion about it, and he said Stephen Glynn said that he
daren't stay, he daren't see more of you. ... Pat does not think he
meant to say it, it just--said itself! And afterwards he set his lips,
and put on his haughty air, and turned the conversation, and Pat dared
not say another word. But he had said enough. ... His face! ... his
voice! ... Pat did not believe he could feel so much. He cares
desperately, Pixie."
Pixie sat motionless--so silent, so motionless, that not a breath seemed
to stir her being. Bridgie waited, her face full of motherly
tenderness, but the silence was so long, so intense, that by degrees the
tenderness changed into anxiety. It was unlike emotional Pixie to face
any crisis of life in silence; the necessity to express herself had ever
been her leading characteristic, so that lack of expression was of all
things the most startling, in her sister's estimation. She stretched
out her hand, and laid it on the bowed shoulder with a firm,
strengthening touch.
"Pixie! Look up! Speak to me! What are you thinking, dear?"
Pixie raised her face, a set face, which to the watching eyes seemed
apiece with the former silence. There seemed _no_ expression on it; it
was a lifeless mask which had been swept of expression. As the blank
eyes looked into her own and the lips mechanically moved, Bridgie had
the sensation of facing a stranger in the place of the beloved little
sister.
"I am honoured!" said Pixie flatly. "I am honoured!"
She rose slowly from the bed, moving stiffly as though the mere physical
effort were a strain, and passing by Bridgie's inviting arms walked over
to the dressing-table and began to loosen her own hair.
"You have finished, Bridgie? I'm not in your way?" she asked quietly,
and Bridgie faltered a weak "No!" and felt that the world was
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