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ed the man almost angrily. "Abandon you to all this abysmal bigotry and--to this pharisaical web of ugly dogmas! Conscience, you're falling into a melancholy morbidness." As she looked at him and saw the old smoldering fire in his eyes that reminded her of his boyhood, a pathetic smile twisted the corners of her lips. "Yes--I guess that's just it, Stuart," she said slowly, "You see, I may have to stay here until, as you put it, I'm all faded out in the fog. If I've changed so much already there's no telling what years of it will turn me into." Stuart Farquaharson caught her impulsively in his arms and his words came in tumultuous fervor. "What I said wasn't criticism," he declared. "God knows I couldn't criticize you. You ought to know that. This is the nearest we've ever come to a quarrel, dear, since the Barbara Freitchie days, and it's closer than I want to come. Besides, it's not just your laughter that I love. It's all of you: heart, mind, body: the whole lovely trinity of yourself. I mean to wage unabated war against all these forces that are trying to stifle your laughter into the pious smirk of the pharisee. There's more of what God wants the world to feel in one peal of your laughter than in all the psalms that this whole people ever whined through their noses. You're one of the rare few who can go through life being yourself--not just a copy and reflection of others. A hundred years ago your own people would probably have burned you as a witch for that. They've discontinued that form of worship now, but the cut of their moral and intellectual jib is, in some essentials, the same. Thank God, you have a different pattern of soul and I want you to keep it." She drew away from him and slowly her face cleared of its misery and the eyes flashed into their old mischief-loving twinkle. "That's the first real rise I've had out of you," she declared, "since Barbara waved the stars and stripes at you. Then you were only defending Virginia, but now you've assumed the offensive against all New England." But even in that mild disagreement they had, as he said, come nearer than either liked to a quarrel--and neither could quite forget it. Both felt that the thin edge of what might have been a disrupting wedge had threatened their complete harmony. Because he could mark the transition of this thing called conscience into an obsession, and because he, too, was worn in patience and stinging with resentment agains
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