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nd my place seems to be with him at present, but in the spring, if I come back in the spring, will you see me then? Will you let me tell you--" I moved away from him hurriedly. "No, no--don't say it! Say nothing to-day, but just `Good-bye.' I don't want to think of the future--it's too soon. You said we must not think of ourselves." "I did. You are quite right, but sometimes it is difficult to be consistent. You are not angry with me for coming to-day?" He held out his hand as he spoke, and--I was inconsistent, too! I laid mine in it, and we stood with clasped fingers, quite still and silent for a long, long time, but I think we said many things to each other, all the same. Then Will went away--my Will!--and I came upstairs to my room, and sat down all alone. No, that is not true--I can never fed alone now as long as I live! CHAPTER TWENTY SIX. _January 20th_. Mrs Greaves and Rachel came home after the New Year and set to work at once to break up the old home. All the furniture is to be sold by auction, and the house is to be sold too, or let upon a very long lease. I wanted to see Rachel, but dreaded seeing her, at the same time, so at last I sent a letter asking when I might come, and she wrote back a dear little affectionate note fixing the very next afternoon. When I arrived she took me upstairs to the sitting-room where I used to spend my days when my ankle was bad, and fussed over me in just the same old way. She looked--different! Just as sweet, just as calm, but--oh, I can't describe it, as if something had gone which had been the mainspring of it all. I should never have dared to mention Will, but she began almost at once to speak of the broken engagement, quite calmly and quietly, repeating that it was the best thing for both, and that she should be perfectly content if she were satisfied about Will's future. "Nothing will give me greater pleasure than to hear that Will is happily married and settled down. He has been too long alone, and would so thoroughly appreciate a home of his own. I have done him a great injustice by condemning him to so many lonely years, but our engagement need be no hindrance now. It was known to very few people, and,"--she smiled a little sadly--"even those who did know refused to take it seriously. They saw at once what I was so slow in discovering--that we were unsuited to each other.
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