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longed, and always dreaded, to see them side by side in person. They did not always come at their appointed time, and he was in constant terror lest they should meet in the studio; and yet the thought had in it a fascination for him that made him feverish for its realization. It was strange that they had never met in his rooms--he did not realize, perhaps, how strange. As the months slipped away, and he had become more and more distracted by the contending forces that were eating deeply into his life, he had grown almost indifferent to his curiosity and only dreaded their meeting. It was now October. The portraits had been practically finished long since. Day after day he had resolved to send that of Evelin March to the dealer for framing. He felt that he could then break away from her. But still he had hesitated and lingered, and now, when in a moment of recklessness he had taken a step nearer the brink of the precipice, she had spoken to him of their marriage. The idea stunned him; he could not reply. She believed his emotion had been caused by her rebuff, and laid her hand gently on his arm. "Don't be angry, Paul," she whispered. He had never seen her so subdued and beautiful as she was at that moment. He was nearer to loving her than he had ever been. "Yes," he said, with some agitation, "we must--wait." That night after supper he sought Harry Lawton, and unburdened himself. "What shall I do, Harry?" he said, piteously; "what _must_ I do?" "Marry Eva Delorme and take a year's trip to Europe." "But Eva hesitates--she has never yet given me a decided answer." "Insist upon it. Then take her to the preacher at once, and fly." "Oh, Harry, what a villain I am! Evelin is really in love with me, and I have given her just cause. I never saw her look as she did to-day." "Nonsense! She is a schemer and an actress. I did not suppose she wanted to marry you, but since that is her idea I can see right through her. This being the case, and your determination to marry the other fixed, the sooner you do it and get away, the better." "I am afraid you are right, Harry; there seems to be no other course. I haven't the moral courage to tell her the truth." "No need of it, whatever. It wouldn't help matters in the least. Just marry and go away quietly, and don't return until you get ready. If you need money draw on me at sight." "Thank you, Harry. I expect Eva soon. I am going to put the final touches on h
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