infinity. It
can't shake off its own limitations. But all the same, if I was to
tell anyone except you, dearest, that I had seen and held a
conversation with the spirit of a Pharaoh who lived before Moses, what
would they think? what would they say?"
"The very few who stand in the Light would not be astonished. Those
who are still completely earth-tied and glory in their ignorance would
scoff and call you crazy; but would they matter?"
"There was one thing he told me, Mike, which gives me great happiness.
He called me 'the mistress of your happiness,' he understood about our
love."
"That was his favourite name for his wife. He was a devoted husband
and lover."
"Then he really understood?"
"What does Aton not understand, beloved?"
"But this was Akhnaton, Mike. He said, 'my heart was happy in my
Queen.' He said 'the great Giver of Light is none other than the
loving father, the tender husband, the devoted son, because there is
none other than the living Aton, whose kingdom is within you. You are
Aton and Aton is you. He is everything which He has made.'"
"That is exactly it," Mike said. "You saw the figure of Akhnaton just
as people who lived in Syria saw the figure of Christ--God's
manifestation of Himself. Of course He understood our love and our
happiness. His bowels of compassion yearn for His children. He is the
spirit of Aton--of God--as manifested by Akhnaton."
"You are to go, beloved, there is to be no holding you back. I have
received my commission; it is to buckle on your armour. Oh, dearest,
even if all this should be the fabrication of my own dreams, my brain,
it is not self-created--it has some purpose, some meaning. God has put
it there."
"Everything has its meaning, Meg, nothing is too small to be
intentional."
"I am to help you by 'the perfection of my love,' and oh, Mike, it is
so imperfect, so pitifully imperfect, so pitifully human!".
"Pitifully, darling? Why not beautifully human?"
"Because it thinks first of my own wants; my love makes me wish to keep
you all to myself, to prevent you going on this journey."
"The beautiful thing about Akhnaton's teachings, beloved, is the value
of happiness, the beauty of humanity. In this capital he gave his
people wonderful gardens and decorated his public places and temples
with the simple joys of nature; he encouraged music and art and
everything that could give his people happiness. He desired his people
to enjoy t
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