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t,-- "It is a stump; a proper hard one! But there's nobody else; and I have got to tell her!" * * * * * That evening, under some pretense of clean towels, Luclarion came up into Desire's room. She was sitting alone, by the window, in the dark. Luclarion fussed round a little; wiped the marble slab and the basin; set things straight; came over and asked Desire if she should not put up the window-bars, and light the gas. "No," said Desire. "I like this best." So did Luclarion. She had only said it to make time. "Desire," she said,--she never put the "Miss" on, she had been too familiar all her life with those she was familiar with at all,--"the fact is I've got something to say, and I came up to say it." She drew near--came close,--and laid her great, honest, faithful hand on the back of Desire Ledwith's chair, put the other behind her own waist, and leaned over her. "You see, I'm a woman, Desire, and I know. You needn't mind me, I'm an old maid; that's the way I do know. Married folks, even mothers, half the time forget. But old maids never forget. I've had my stumps, and I can see that you've got yourn. But you'd ought to understand; and there's nobody, from one mistake and another, that's going to tell you. It's awful hard; it will be a trouble to you at first,"--and Luclarion's strong voice trembled tenderly with the sympathy that her old maid heart had in it, after, and because of, all those years,--"but Kenneth Kincaid"-- "_What_!" cried Desire, starting to her feet, with a sudden indignation. "Is going to be married to Rosamond Holabird," said Luclarion, very gently. "There! you ought to know, and I have told you." "What makes you suppose that that would be a trouble to me?" blazed Desire. "How do you dare"-- "I didn't dare; but I had to!" sobbed Luclarion, putting her arms right round her. And then Desire--as she would have done at any rate, for that blaze was the mere flash of her own shame and pain--broke down with a moan. "All at once! All at once!" she said piteously, and hid her face in Luclarion's bosom. And Luclarion folded her close; hugged her, the good woman, in her love that was sisterly and motherly and all, because it was the love of an old maid, who had endured, for a young maid upon whom the endurance was just laid,--and said, with the pity of heaven in the words,-- "Yes. All at once. But the dear Lord stands by. Take hold of
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