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ld conceive of matter in its opposition to form as a positive negativity." Christine (throwing aside her work). Stop! Why is it that I cannot understand that? Have I not the same mental faculties as you? I am ashamed, Olof, because you have such a poor creature of a wife that she cannot understand what you say. No, I will stick to my embroidery, I will clean and dust your study, I will at least learn to read your wishes in your eyes. I may become your slave, but never, never shall I be able to understand you. Oh, Olof, I am not worthy of you! Why did you make me your wife? You must have over-valued me in a moment of intoxication. Now you will regret it, and we shall both be unhappy. Olof. Christine! Don't take it like that, dear! Come and sit here by me. (He picks up the embroidery.) Will you believe me if I tell you that I couldn't possibly do a thing like this? Never in my life could I do it. Are you not then cleverer than I, and am I not the lesser of us two? Christine. But why can't you do it? Olof. For the same reason that you couldn't understand me a moment ago: I haven't learned how. And perhaps you will feel happy once more if I tell you that you can learn to understand this book--which, by the by, is not identical with me--while on the other hand, I could never learn to do your work. Christine. Why couldn't you? Olof. Because I am not built that way and don't want to do it. Christine. But if you wanted to? Olof. Well, there, my dear, you have my weak point. I could never want to do it. Believe me, you are stronger than I, for you have power over your own will, but I have not. Christine. Do you think I could learn to understand that book of yours? Olof. I am convinced of it. But you must not. Christine. Am I still to be kept in ignorance? Olof. No, no--understand me right! The moment you understood what I understand, you would cease to think of me as-- Christine. A god-- Olof. Let it go at that! But believe me, you would lose what now puts you above me--the power to control your own will--and then you would be less than I, and I could not respect you. Do you see? It stakes us happy to overvalue each other; let us keep that illusion. Christine. Now I don't understand you at all, but I must trust you, Olof. You are right! Olof. Please leave me alone, Christine--I beg you! Christine. Do I disturb you? Olof. There are some very serious thoughts that occupy me. You know, I exp
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