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tion of coming then." "What's the matter? You look out of sorts." "I don't feel in very good spirits. By the by, I heard from the publishers yesterday. Here's the note." It simply stated that Messrs. So-and-so had given their best attention to the play of "Stilicho," which Mr. Casti had been so good as to submit to them, and regretted their inability to make any proposal for its publication, seeing that its subject was hardly likely to excite popular interest. They thanked the author for offering it to them, and begged to return the MS. "Well, it's a disappointment," said Waymark, "but we must try again. I myself am so hardened to this kind of thing that I fear you will think me unsympathetic. It's like having a tooth out. You never quite get used to it, but you learn after two or three experiments to gauge the moment's torture at its true value. Re-direct your parcel, and fresh hope beats out the old discouragement." "It wasn't altogether that which was making me feel restless and depressed," Casti said, when they had left the house and were walking along. "I suppose I'm not quite right in health just at present. I seem to have lost my natural good spirits of late; the worst of it is, I can't settle to my day's work as I used to. In fact, I have just been applying for a new place, that of dispenser at the All Saints' Hospital. If I get it, it would make my life a good deal more independent. I should live in lodgings of my own, and have much more time to myself." Waymark encouraged the idea strongly. But his companion could not be roused to the wonted cheerfulness. After a long silence, he all at once put a strange question, and in an abashed way. "Waymark, have you ever been in love?" Osmond laughed, and looked at his friend curiously. "Many thousand times," was his reply. "No, but seriously," urged Julian. "With desperate seriousness for two or three days at a time. Never longer." "Well now, answer me in all earnestness. Do you believe it possible to love a woman whom in almost every respect you regard as your inferior, who you know can't understand your thoughts and aspirations, who has no interest in anything above daily needs?" "Impossible to say. Is she good-looking?" "Suppose she is not; yet not altogether plain." "Then does she love you?" Julian reddened at the direct application. "Suppose she seems to." "Seems to, eh?--On the whole, I should say that I couldn't declare
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