ing clutched the tray
to steady it, and with the other hand she pulled the pillow higher. One
had to sit bolt upright, it seemed, and give this matter one's entire
attention.
'I don't want to talk to your cousin about your affairs. We are old
friends, Wark. Tell me yourself.'
She forced her eyes to meet her mistress's. 'He told my cousin: "Just
you find me a good housekeeper," he said, "and if I like her," he said,
"she won't be my housekeeper long."'
'Wark! _You!_ You aren't thinking of marrying?'
'If he's what my cousin says----'
'A man you've never seen? Oh, my _dear_ Wark! Well, I shall hope and
pray he won't think your housekeeping good enough.'
'He will! From what my cousin says, he's had a run of worthless huzzies.
I don't expect he'll find much fault with _my_ housekeeping after what
he's been through.'
Vida looked wondering at the triumphant face of the woman.
'And so you're ready to leave me after all these years?'
'No, miss, I'm not to say "ready," but I think I'll have to go.'
'My poor old Wark'--the lady leaned over the tray--'I could almost think
you are in love with this man you've only heard about!'
'No, miss, I'm not to say in love.'
'I believe you are! For what other reason would you have for leaving
me?'
The woman looked as if she could show cause had she a mind. But she said
nothing.
'You know,' Vida pursued--'you know quite well you don't need to marry
for a home.'
'No, 'm; I'm quite comfortable, of course, with you. But time goes on. I
don't get younger.'
'None of us do that, Wark.'
'That's just the trouble, miss. It ain't only _me_.'
Vida looked at her, more perplexed than ever by the curious regard in
the hard-featured countenance. For there was something very like dumb
reproach in Wark's face.
'Still,' said Miss Levering, 'you know, even if none of us do get
younger, we are not any of us (to judge by appearances) on the brink of
the grave. Even if I should be smashed up in a motor accident--I know
you're always expecting that--even if I were killed to-morrow, still
you'd find I hadn't forgotten you, Wark.'
'It isn't that, miss. It isn't death I'm afraid of.'
There was a pause--the longest that yet had come.
'What _are_ you afraid of?' Miss Levering asked.
'It's--you see, I've been looking these twelve years to see you
married.'
'Me? What's that got to do with----'
'Yes, miss. You see, I've counted a good while on looking after children
|