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sked, "what your occupation in Mechester is?" "It is of no consequence," the boy answered shortly. "It is an occupation that does not count. It does not make for anything in life. One must do something to earn one's daily bread." "You find my questioning rather a nuisance, I am afraid," Rochester remarked, politely. "I will not deny it," the boy answered. "I will admit that I wish to be alone. I am hoping that very soon you will be going." "On the contrary," Rochester replied, smiling, "I am much too interested in your amiable conversation. You see," he added, knocking the ashes from his pipe, and leaning carelessly back against the rock, "I live in a world, every member of which is more or less satisfied. I will be frank with you, and I will admit that I find satisfaction in either man or woman a most reprehensible state. I find a certain relief, therefore, in talking to a person who wants something he hasn't got, or who wants to be something that he isn't." "Then you can find all the satisfaction you want in talking to me," the boy declared, gloomily. "I am at the opposite pole of life, you see, to those friends of yours. I want everything I haven't got. I am content with nothing that I have." "For instance?" Rochester asked, suggestively. "I want freedom from the life of a slave," the boy said. "I want money, the money that gives power. I want the right to shape my own life in my own way, and to my own ends, instead of being forced to remain a miserable, ineffective part of a useless scheme of existence." "Your desires are perfectly reasonable," Rochester remarked, calmly. "Imagine, if you please--you seem to have plenty of imaginative force--that I am a fairy godfather. I may not look the part, but at least I can live up to it. I will provide the key for your escape. I will set you down in the world you are thirsting to enter. You shall take your place with the others, and run your race." The boy suddenly abandoned his huddled-up position, and rose to his feet. Against the background of empty air, and in the gathering darkness, he seemed thinner than ever, and smaller. "I am going," he said shortly. "It may seem amusing to you to make fun of me. I will not stay----" "Don't be a fool!" Rochester interrupted. "Haven't you heard that I am more than half a madman? I am going to justify my character for eccentricity. You see my house down there--Beauleys, they call it? At twelve o'clock to-morro
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