FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80  
81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   >>   >|  
er evident desire to leave him there, and her half frightened refusal of his invitation to lunch, but he consoled himself by taking his mid-day meal alone at _Prince's_, where several people pointed him out to others, and he was aware that he was the object of a good deal of respectful interest. Later in the day, with several books under his arm, he rang the bell at 17, Cadogan Street. He was committed now to the enterprise, which had never been out of his thoughts since the night of the conversazione. Pauline kept him waiting for nearly a quarter of an hour. When at last she entered, he found himself lost in admiration of the marvelous simplicity of her muslin gown and her perfect figure. There was about her some sort of exquisite perfection, a delicacy of outline and detail almost cameolike, and impossible of reproduction. She welcomed him kindly, but without any enthusiasm. He felt from the first that he still had prejudices to conquer. He sat down by her side and commenced his task. Very wisely, he eliminated altogether the personal note from his talk. He showed her the books which he had brought, and he talked of them fluently and well. She became more and more interested. It was scarcely possible that she could refrain from showing it, for he spoke of the things which he knew, and things which the citizens of the world in every age have found fascinating. He seemed to her to have gone a little further into the great mysterious shadowland than anyone else--to have come a little nearer reading the great riddle. She was a good listener, and she interrupted him only once. "But tell me this," she asked, towards the close of one of his arguments. "This apprehension which you say one must cultivate, to be able--how is it you put it?--to throw out feelers for the things which our ordinary senses cannot grasp--isn't it a matter largely of temperament?" "One finds it difficult or easy to acquire," he answered, "according to one's temperament. A nervous, magnetic person, who is not afraid of solitude, of solitary thought, of taking the truth to his heart and wrestling with it--that person is, of course, always nearer the truth than the person of phlegmatic temperament, who has to struggle ever so hard to be conscious of anything not actually within the sphere of his physical apprehension. These things in our generation will have a great effect. In centuries to come, they will become less and less apparent. We mov
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80  
81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
things
 

temperament

 

person

 
nearer
 

taking

 
apprehension
 

cultivate

 

arguments

 

fascinating

 

citizens


mysterious

 
interrupted
 

listener

 

riddle

 

shadowland

 

reading

 

acquire

 

conscious

 

struggle

 
phlegmatic

sphere

 

apparent

 
centuries
 

physical

 

generation

 

effect

 

wrestling

 
matter
 

largely

 
feelers

ordinary

 

senses

 

difficult

 

afraid

 
solitude
 

solitary

 

thought

 
magnetic
 

nervous

 

answered


personal

 
enterprise
 

thoughts

 

committed

 

Cadogan

 

Street

 

conversazione

 

entered

 

admiration

 

Pauline