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self away. "You won't forget Wednesday?" she said to him, as she followed him into the hall. "No. Is there anything else that you wish--that I could do?" "No, nothing. But if there is I will ask." Then, looking up, she shrank from something in his face--something accusing, passionate, profound. He wrung her hand. "Promise that you will ask." She murmured something, and he turned away. * * * * * She came back alone into the drawing-room. "Oh, what a good man!" she said, sighing. "What a good man!" And then, all in a moment, she was thankful that he was gone--that she was alone with and mistress of her pain. The passion and misery which his visit had interrupted swept back upon her in a rushing swirl, blinding and choking every sense. Ah, what a scene, to which his coming had put an end--scene of bitterness, of recrimination, not restrained even by this impending anguish of parting! It came as a close to a week during which she and Warkworth had been playing the game which they had chosen to play, according to its appointed rules--the delicacies and restraints of friendship masking, and at the same time inflaming, a most unhappy, poisonous, and growing love. And, finally, there had risen upon them a storm-wave of feeling--tyrannous, tempestuous--bursting in reproach and agitation, leaving behind it, bare and menacing, the old, ugly facts, unaltered and unalterable. Warkworth was little less miserable than herself. That she knew. He loved her, as it were, to his own anger and surprise. And he suffered in deserting her, more than he had ever suffered yet through any human affection. But his purpose through it all remained stubbornly fixed; that, also, she knew. For nearly a year Aileen Moffatt's fortune and Aileen Moffatt's family connections had entered into all his calculations of the future. Only a few more years in the army, then retirement with ample means, a charming wife, and a seat in Parliament. To jeopardize a plan so manifestly desirable, so easy to carry out, so far-reaching in its favorable effects upon his life, for the sake of those hard and doubtful alternatives in which a marriage with Julie would involve him, never seriously entered his mind. When he suffered he merely said to himself, steadily, that time would heal the smart for both of them. "Only one thing would be absolutely fatal for all of us--that I should break with Aileen." Ju
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