Hilda's face cleared a little. She pinched the soft cheek nearest to her.
"After that, don't talk to me about not being in love!"
"Oh, but really I don't think I am," Chris assured her quite seriously.
"I have only once in my life met anyone with whom I could possibly
imagine myself falling in love. And he was not a bit like Trevor."
"What was he like?" asked Hilda. "A sort of fancy person? Or someone out
of a book?"
"Oh no, he was quite real--the nicest man." A faraway look came into
Chris's eyes; she suddenly spoke very softly as one in the presence of a
vision. "I think--I am not sure--that he belonged to the old French
_noblesse_. He was not tall, but beautifully made, just right in every
way, and very handsome, with eyes that laughed--the sort of man one
dreams of, but never meets."
"And yet he was real," Hilda said.
"Oh yes, he was real. But it was ages and ages ago. He may have changed
by this time. He may even be dead--my _preux chevalier_." Chris came out
of her dream with a shaky little laugh. "Ah, well, I've given up crying
for him," she said. "Anyhow it was only a game. Let's talk of something
else."
"It was the man at Valpre," said Hilda.
"Yes, it was the man at Valpre. I never told you about him, did I? I
never told anyone. Somehow I couldn't. People made such a horrid fuss.
But the very thought of him used to make me cry at one time. Wasn't it
silly? But I missed him so. I couldn't help it. We won't talk about him
any more. It makes me melancholy. Hilda, wouldn't it be a novel idea if
your bridesmaids carried fans instead of Prayer Books? You could have the
marriage service printed on them in gold with illuminated capitals. Would
Aunt Philippa think it immoral, do you think?"
To anyone who did not know Chris this sudden change might have seemed
bewildering; but Hilda was never taken unawares by her swift transitions.
She did not even deem her flippant, as did her mother. For Chris was very
dear to her. She knew and loved her in all her lightning moods. It was
possible that even she did not wholly understand her, but she was nearer
to doing so than any other in Chris's world just then.
When Chris danced across to the piano and began her favourite waltz to
the accompaniment of muffled howls from Cinders, she knew that the hour
for confidences was past. Nor had she any desire to prolong it, for it
seemed better to her to leave the hero of Chris's girlhood in obscurity.
She had not the sma
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