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ld not argue against it) proves that it is for our benefit and use; and if there were no such life hereafter, we should be governed and influenced, arrange our modes of life, and mature our civilization, by obedience to a lie, which Nature falsified herself in giving us the capacity to believe. You still understand me?" "Yes; it bothers me a little, for you see I am not a parson's man; but I do understand." "Then, my friend, study to apply,--for it requires constant study,--study to apply that which you understand to your own case. You are something more than Tom Bowles, the smith and doctor of horses; something more than the magnificent animal who rages for his mate and fights every rival: the bull does that. You are a soul endowed with the capacity to receive the idea of a Creator so divinely wise and great and good that, though acting by the agency of general laws, He can accommodate them to all individual cases, so that--taking into account the life hereafter, which He grants to you the capacity to believe--all that troubles you now will be proved to you wise and great and good either in this life or the other. Lay that truth to your heart, friend, now--before the bell stops ringing; recall it every time you hear the church-bell ring again. And oh, Tom, you have such a noble nature!--" "I--I! don't jeer me,--don't." "Such a noble nature; for you can love so passionately, you can war so fiercely, and yet, when convinced that your love would be misery to her you love, can resign it; and yet, when beaten in your war, can so forgive your victor that you are walking in this solitude with him as a friend, knowing that you have but to drop a foot behind him in order to take his life in an unguarded moment; and rather than take his life, you would defend it against an army. Do you think I am so dull as not to see all that? and is not all that a noble nature?" Tom Bowles covered his face with his hands, and his broad breast heaved. "Well, then, to that noble nature I now trust. I myself have done little good in life. I may never do much; but let me think that I have not crossed your life in vain for you and for those whom your life can colour for good or for bad. As you are strong, be gentle; as you can love one, be kind to all; as you have so much that is grand as Man,--that is, the highest of God's works on earth,--let all your acts attach your manhood to the idea of Him, to whom the voice of the bell appeals.
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