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I tell you that it is." Almost beside myself with irritation, and uncertain whether I most loved or detested her, I drew her violently round towards me, bent over her and pressed my lips on hers, wet, ice-cold, and quivering. If there is anything in magnetism, or power to subdue another's volition, it ought to have acted fully then. I myself was at that moment the incarnation of will. My whole system was bowed to the intense effort to make her, by force, say what I desired. "Say yes," I insisted. She struggled violently, and the lips fluttered dumbly under mine; her breast swelled against mine; her soft hand tried to push back my shoulder. "Say it," and I pressed her lips harder. Either the force of the stronger will, or mere passion--and I am inclined to think the latter--had its influence. "Yes, then, yes," she said, in a faint convulsive murmur, that was only just audible, but with the whole accent of assent in it. "You promise?" "Yes, I promise, absolutely. Oh, let me go. I am suffocated." I released her instantly. I had no desire to keep her now that the point was gained, and I did not believe from her character that once having spoken she would retract. She started up, rose from the chair apparently with difficulty, made a few steps as if to cross the room, staggered, and, before I could reach her, fell heavily her full length along the floor. Her head, with its soft mass of bright hair, struck the ground almost at my feet, the pale face, drenched with tears, turned upward to the light. God! what a brute I felt! What had I done? I felt as if I had struck her. The first impulse of tenderness towards her welled up over my passion and turned it to a desperate self-reproach. A second later, Mrs. Grant came into the room. "What has happened?" she said quickly, and then, as her gaze took in Lucia's figure, she turned to me with a blaze of anger in her eyes. "What have you been saying?" she exclaimed. "I will not have these scenes, Victor! I shall forbid you to see her!" She fell on her knees beside Lucia, and unfastened the collar of her dress, still wet and stained with tears. "Shall I not lift her up?" I asked, and Mrs. Grant raised her face again to me, white with suppressed anger. "No," she answered, curtly. "Will you kindly leave this room. Your presence here is not needed." I looked towards the fallen figure on the rug. The light head and the stone-white face seemed to multiply int
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